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I was on this a while ago when I was in Kansas. I am a professional, educated lady, whose looking for a Real Gentleman! I handle the accounts for our 800,000 acre, family farm in Kansas. Our farm has been in the family since we homesteaded it in 1856. Thats where I grew up, went to school, fell in love & gave birth to my adorable daughter. I missed the farm when I went to college & joined the Marines! (Yes, Semper FI from this farm gal to all our servicemen! Your in my prayers!) But I came back home a new person. I now have relocated to Northern, IL. area. I still travel back to Kansas to take care of farm stuff. I now do corporate accounting, freelance in IL. Since the tragic death of my parents & daughter by a drunk driver! I am getting on with my life after 2 yrs of grieving. I am looking for a very rare Dom/gentleman. I want a family with this individual & will give him all the riches I have. He will be cherished, loved, cared for & rewarded. I will relocate for him! Please no game players, wannabes, married men, or submissive men! I am not Bisexual, nor do I want a poly relationship! If your honest, loyal & want a REAL LADY! I am just at your finger tips! An email with a photo is helpful! Ohh, my BS detector is on, so don't try to lead me on with lies! I have played more mind games than Milton Bradley invented board games!

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8/29/2007 5:39:20 PM
We had a great flight to Kansas. We got off the plane & into a limo to take us to the farm. When he saw it, he couldn't believe the size of the farm. The whole family was there waiting for us! We got situated & he toured the old house. He even saw my old room. All my awards & stuff growing up. After that, the whole family went into town for dinner. When the whole family goes to town, we are treated like royality! We are the millionaire farmers in this area. But, for some reason, none of this phased him. After dinner, we talked on the way home. I asked him what he thought about the wealth of the family. He told me that if I was a poor farm girl living in a trailer he would care for me the same way he does now! He has been so upfront with me about his past. He told me he did the same with her & it was to build trust with her. She kept asking him about his house & other things. He told me, that when he was ready to take her to see his place she just decided not to talk to him & abandon the friendship he was building with her..Why would anybody rush building trust with someone? I have let this guy see my family, my wealth, my life. I haven't even seen his house! I know when he feels the time is right, he will unvail all of his personal things with me also. I ask if she let him see as much as I have? He said, she only invited him to see where she was staying as a roomate with a couple of guys...She never let him meet her family, or anything that I have done!! I guess she wasn't a good judge of him!! He doesn't like to talk much about her.. I asked him if he still had feelings for her? He said, "yes he did". He would never lie to me! he said. I asked if those feelings would even subside? He said, " in over a month she never called him, sent a email or any contact at all".She really meant alot to him. She was a lady that he prayed that he would be with forever. I guess she was a unanswered prayer, I said. Then, I told him I would never push him into anything & I am willing to wait till she is just a bad memory..He looked me in the eye & kissed me. Thanking me for being someone special! I guess maybe God let her hurt him so I could come along & show him what a true lady is! This is a prayer, I pray every night for him & I.......... Dear lord, I thank you for letting this angel come to me. Thank you lord for her not to be in his life & hurt him more! I ask you to look over him, keep him safe & return him to me every day. I am so greatful for your blessings you have bestow on us both..

8/26/2007 3:11:17 PM
Another weekend from heaven!! Thursday, he left work early because of the weather. He was on the rooftop of a building when the weather got bad & he called me & said lets get together early. When we met, there was a tornado warning & sirens going off. I was kinda scared being in his truck, but it beat my little Mercedes in the weather...We went to Galena, & he had me do some shopping. he took of somewhere & when I got back to the house & he was already there. He brought me down to the carrage house,I opened the door & there was grandpas Harley! He went to the Harley shop & picked it up. It looked brand new as if Grandpa just bought it! The dealer offered to buy it from him! I don't know what a "pan-head" is worth? But It's not for sale!! We rode all around & it brough back memories of grandpas rides with me when I was young! After dinner, we went back to the house & watch the thunderstorms from the lookout room.Thats a room that has a small love seat in it where my grandparents used to watch sunsets together. We watched the storms, enjoyed candlelight & a bottle of wine..we talked alot that evening. I asked if the other sub ever went riding with him? He said she never got the chance too! LOL her loss!! I told him I had a surprise for him, then I gave him a card & envelope. The card had 2 tickets to Kansas for him & me to leave monday!  The envelope had something special, when he opened it. He read the card & it said He has brought back so much happiness to me, I wanted to give him some! Then he saw the title to the grandpas Harley signed over to him!! He said that was the nicest gift he ever received, but he wouldn't accept it! I was surprised! He said he would galdly ride with me & upkeep it but it belongs to me & could never accept it! It was then I knew this guy was just interested in me & not what I own!! What man would turn down a Panhead Harley with only 7000 miles on it! Well saturday was spent at a outdoor event in Dekalb. We rode the harley there, watched a REO Speedwagon cover band & enjoyed some great food! Then rode with his buddies to a party in the country! He said he thought he saw her there at Cornfest. OMG, I was that close to being able to thank her & never got the chance!! Oh well, I'm sure she was whoring around with someone else! Most likely a carnnie she met at the fair!! So now its Sunday, hes back home packing & im enjoying what a wonderful weekend we had! Wait till Monday!!!

8/20/2007 6:56:17 PM

Well many people have asked me to post a photo. I would like to, but I think if I did that. I would have all kinds of people contacting me. Plus, I want to keep my privacy. I asked my friend about this & he was pleased at my decision. He has had someone use his photos & doesn't want my career jepordised by a photo on here! Thanks for the kind requests for my photos!!! But I only want to please him!!! We spent another splendid weekend together!! I can't believe this guy is single & in my backyard!! While we were sitting by the fire on Sat. night. I asked him more about the girl on here that he was with. He just said" she is out of his life & has no bussiness in ours!! I just really am curious about her.. But at his request, I dropped that bad memory of her!! We talked about everything, past, present & future!! I never felt so strongly about anyone, like I do about him!! I asked if he would ever want children & was so happy that he does!! I told him I only want to be with him from now on.. I even gave him the password to this account, so he can see my trust in him!! He was taken back at how much trust I am letting him have. I just want him to see I have nothing to hide & only want to be a partner with him!! We are going to take a week off so I can fly with him to meet the rest of my family!! He is looking forward to going back home with me to Kansas. He also wants to see a old friend at MC Connel AFB I can hardly wait to take a tractor ride with him at the farm!! I showed him a photo of the family farm & see was amazed at how it looked like the house from Gone With The Wind.. I can hardly wait to go horseback riding also!!! More to follow soon!!


8/14/2007 5:25:35 AM
OMG...What a weekend! We met after he was done with work. We went to the county fair & enjoyed all the farm displays. I remember the fairs from my 4H days as a kid. He even won me one of those stuffed animals at those rigged,carney, shooting games!! That got the carny mad , wow what a great shot he is!! We ended Friday & we met early Sat morning for breakfast..I decided to take him to the grandparents house in Galena.. He was surprised when I told him I really own this place. He remembered the house from when he used to come to Galena when he was in the Boy scouts!!! Yes my grandparents are dead...I just rent the house to keep it in the family & pay the taxes.. We went into the old carriage house & he was amazied at what he found..Grandpas old Harley.. I told him it just sat there for years & Im unsure if it even ran.. Well I went shopping for some food & when i got back, he had it running!! I couldn't believe it..We went riding for awhile & enjoyed the scenery around town...We decided to leave the bike at the harley dealer to have them put new parts so we can enjoy it when we come up here again!! We wound up wine tasting downtown & watching the sunset... Evening was at the casino where I was trying to win him a new Harley at a slot machine!! Well after $75.00 I gave up... Then we are walking on the way out, & he told me to put $5.00 in this one slot machine..I won $500.00 dollars!! I ask where he was hiding the horseshoe he had stashed away!! We spent the night by the fireplace then to bed (in seperate rooms, his request) Then Sunday morning we enjoyed church together, sunday & brunch. We rented a boat & went up & down the Mississippi. He told me he used to go boating all the time when he was a kid.. So when it got hot, we rented wave runners & had more fun!! I could barley keep up with him on that! As the evening was closing, we went to a fun place where we went bumper boats, goofy golf & go karting... He didn't tell me he used to race karts as a kid, I couldn't believe when he went around corners, he had the cart on 2 wheels at times..I told him we might get tossed out for abusing the carts. He told me he gave the guy $100.00 so we could enjoy ourselves & he would pay for any damages if any.. I hadn't had so much fun in one weekend!! After we got back,We hugged & I kissed him..I couldn't resist anymore..What a great kisser he is! So now I am wondering what this weekend brings?? I called him Monday while he was at work. He was so tired from work & his partner being sick. He had to work from 5am-8pm.. I just wish I was there when he got home to greet him..I prayed that night that this is not a dream & whoever that girl that let him go never contacts him again!!! He is a true angelfromabove!!

8/9/2007 7:20:39 PM
In case you didn't realize, I love to journal!  Sir & I talk alot these past few days. He gave me his home # & his direct work cell #. I love giving him wake up calls in the morning( even though hes up long before me!) When I talk to him before bed, I feel like I'm there with him! Nothing sexual, Just he talks to me like a lady! He told me, that he enjoys talking to me & getting to know me! We are going to somewhere special this weekend.. HMMMM? He is very cautious with me & told me it may take sometime to bulid his trust with me. I understand this! I guess the last sub that was with him didn't.. Her loss again! He said as time passes, the trust factor increases.His trust was broken by friends & family in the past. So I know its unfair to me to deal with others mistakes. But I see something that is worth waiting for!! I am so glad whoever let this diamond in the rough get away, I have found! I only wish I could have met him sooner so he didn't have to endure alot of the past that has broken his trust.. Oh well, I ask God to watch over him every night because of the hazzardous work he does..I guess last Friday while he was working in the heat on a roof. A A/C unit blew up while he was working on it. He suffered 3rd degree burns on his fingers & almost feel of the roof! I am so glad God didn't decide to take him home yet! Even though he owns his own business, he still works alot of long, hard hours. But he has a great tan!!! well whoever you are dear, I must tank you for letting him go! Thanks again!!!

8/8/2007 5:05:27 PM
Wow, I was taken back at all the responses I recieved. I will try to respond to everyone via email.                                                      I wanted to say that I had a lovly dinner last night with a very sweet Dom. We met in the early afternoon,talked about everything imagineable! He stated to me how a recent Submissive he met on collarme had befriended him & captured his heart. He was building trust with her slowly, then something happend that she just turned bitter to him & didn't want to talk to him. I could not understand how a nice guy like this could be treated like that? He wouldn't tell me her name or collarme ID. He wouldn't even say anything bad about her after all that! It was then, that I realized what a caring, loving heart this guy has..Most guys would belittle someone that did that. He just said he wished her best  & keeps her in his prayers! WOW I was floored! I would be very mad at being treated the way he was treated! He showed me, by his actions & not words he does walk the walk & forgives wrong doings!  We ended the evening late from the resturant & he walked me to my car. He even opened the door for me! OMG where has he been? I didn't kiss him goodnight but he gave me a friendly hug goodbye. I wanted so bad to kiss him goodnight, but he said he wanted to build a honest friendship with me.. All the way home, I wondered what kind of submissive would let this rare individual slip away? Well thats her loss! LOL MY GAIN!!! Sir, If your reading this on my profile, Thanks for a wonderful night!! I want to get to know you much better!!!

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 Age: 23
 Westbrook, Maine