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Speaking with a dom no longer searching. Thank you.
4/4/2012 4:11:21 AM

How do you know that the relationship you are in is no longer good or growing as it should. I'm scared of change but the time has come. Life is going to past me by and I won't have anything to show for it. These nightmares need to stop . You say you love me and you say you need me..what a joke..you've made me a joke..you will never know what you had and what you lost...i would of done anything and gave you every part of me.You hurt me to the core and I allowed it. No more. All I am is a puppet on your string to do as you see fit . I thought I wasn't a slave but I wa to you and you were not there for me. I love and loved you and this is how you repay me? You can't take back what you've done. You may think you can or you may even try but in my heart of hearts I know what I am to you and what I'll always be. You are no different then the rest. I give you years , for what ? I have shed the last tear for you ....you hurt me worst tonight then you could even imagine..this won't ever be forgiven..ever..

3/23/2012 12:13:05 AM

Looking to start anew. Life is to short and I hate to say it i can't stop being who and what i am as i have tried and it only makes me sadder and sadder. I need to grow and need to be watered like a flower slowly but surely.In someways I wish I hadn't been shown this side of me as now i crave it and not so much the kinks but to give myself fully to one person mind,body and soul forever. i need someone that i can reache subspace with once again by totaly submission and trust.

darkauburn19704
 
 Age: 44
 Irvine, California