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I have been collared by NChaka for 2 years and have never been so happy and fulfilled. I  joined collarme.com to make friends and exchange ideas about wiitwd only.

I firmly belive there is no universal "One True Way" to approach this lifestyle, and that even within a single relationship needs and desires grow and change. I hope to never stop learning how to please my Master better for I will never reach perfection. But I can achieve excellence. If my Master deserves to have me kneel before Him (and rest assured He does), then He deserves nothing less than the best I can offer Him in all things.

I have never been lifted so high as when I kneel at His feet.

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11/19/2007 5:13:10 PM
    "I have never been lifted so high as when I kneel at His feet."

    That line is at the end of every post I make and every cmail I send here on collar me. But why? What do I mean by that romantically phrased sentence?

    It means a lot of things. A whole lot of things.

    When I try to analyze it, the first thing I think of is that I have been 'lifted' in so many ways. My depression is gone, not because my mood is temporarily altered, but because my outlook has been altered; I'm not afraid any more. My fear has been lifted, not because it is gone, but because it is conquered, day-by-day, moment-by-moment, even breath-to-breath and word-by-word at times. My courage has been lifted to meet and defeat that fear. My courage has been lifted because my self-confidence and self-esteem are constantly and consistently reinforced. My self-confidence has been lifted by turning my focus from my past failures and faults to my current successes and strengths. And my self-esteem? My sense of my innate self-worth, my own value as a human and as a woman? What has raised that? Because it all leads to there, doesn't it?

    Kneeling at my Master's feet.

    That is where it starts, what it all springs from. All the determination I feel to be the best possible person I can be, all the possibilities for tomorrow that I see, all the improvements in my life and in my circumstances, all the boundaries I have set and learned to maintain, all the strength I feel when I truly dig deep and overcome, all the joy I find again in the simple pleasures of living, all the love and contentment and hope that abounds within my heart... it all begins at my Master's feet.

    My Master's collar encircles my neck and in the closing of that collar, as in the drawing of any circle, I find this secret, said by so many regarding so many things in so many ways... And so as it ends, so it begins again. And so it is with me. I begin and end at my Master's feet.

    Written for my beloved Master NChaka in honor of His Birthday.

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MistressHarley
 
 Age: 23
 Swe, Sweden