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Almost a year has passed since I had a collar removed. The pain and the hurt of not having a collar has been to much almost unbearable. Now that I am away from my friends and mentors I don't even have the chance to serve.
Yes I have copied this information. From my fl, profile. Which is amber_w
ut I can say I have learned a lot about my self in the last year and want to thank the Gorean Community in Utah that allowed me my freedom. I don't consider it as not a slap in their face to say that it is time for me to return to the feet of an Owner.
I am currently look again. Will I ever be a slave again? I doubt it. But a sub a switch most likely. I have had a taste of freedom that I have not had in almost 14 years. It was a rocky year of freedom but I have made it.
Now that I have said that I doubt I will never be a slave again. But I do still have the tendencies of a slave. If I am seen serving and pleasing a Dom/female dom as a slave that is my choice. But I will most likely never enter a collar as a slave again.
I am currently looking for a caring Dom,
I have been introduced as an alpha slave/ sub.
I am seeking to be a live in or live close to you. I am not seeking To leave the USA at this time.
This quote still holds true to me no matter what.
I am gorean and I want and need to know my word is my power. It can destroy me and it can make me strong.
A quote i found and like. Don't know who it belongs to.
"A single word can stop a BDSM scene. But a thousand words can't stop abuse."
Into: 24/7, abrasion play, attention, bare bottom spanking, bare handed spanking, bdsm, behavior modification, belt spanking, blindfolds, bondage,bruises, cell popping, chains, collars, consensual nonconsent, corporal punishment, creampie,crying doesn 't mean you have to stop..., cuddles,d/s, discipline, dn sı ʎɐʍ ɥɔıɥʍ ʍouʞ ʇ,uop noʎ lıʇun ƃuıʞɔnɟ, domestic servitude, domination,erotic photography, exhibitionism, fetish wear,flogging, gor, gorean slave positions, hairbrush spanking, having a harley between my legs, high protocol, kilts, kissing, kneeling, lady_tehari,lady_tehari's back pocket!, leather, martial arts,massages, multiple orgasms, obedience training,oral sex, orgasm control, orgasm denial, otk spanking, outdoor bondage, paddling, pain,photography, polyamory, power exchange,protocol, role play, rough sex, service-oriented submission, squirting, switching, tattoos,voyeurism, wartenberg pinwheels.
Curious about: 1950s household, abduction play,age play, anal, anal sex, artistic cutting, ass play,belt whippings, biting, blood play, breath play,caging/confinement, candle wax, caning, chastity devices, crucifixion, crying, cupping, cutting,daddy daughter roleplay, daddy/girl, decorative cutting, doctor/nurse play, edge play, energy play,eric pride, figging, fire cupping, fire flogging, fire play, impact play, kidnapping rolepl
    
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