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Please read my journal also, will help you know what type of slave i am along with my profile
If i havent replied yet please send me another message as it may of got lost while i was busy, sorry sirs/madams
Hi let me introduce myself, im amanda born in manchester, england and moved to new york 27 years ago, recently came out of a previous relationship with my master who was 72, he released me after our 9 year relationship, this was due to his old age he felt would be better for us both if he was looked after properly in a home and although i wanted to stay with him I certainly know his understanding.
As you will most likely of already found out im more of a curvy/fatter slave than most, i weigh 13 stone or 182 pounds so if your looking for a stick insect that wouldnt be me. This however gave me larger breasts than most women they currently measure as 38J's.
I also have a 15 year old daughter so if this is a problem i understand but cannot change that, she is NOT involved in the lifestyle and wont be, she knows about the lifestyle and has often seen me being used or naked with a collar and anal plug or more items.
I got linked to this site by a good friend and play partner of mine that i had regularly attended several events with across the country but mainly in the washington and california areas as well as new york, she said i may be lucky enough to find a master here as i met my last master by luck through my job where i was working in a bank meaning i am financially independent and not money seeking at all and will never ask for money ever.
Throughout the relationship i got to experience fairly heavy bondage, humiliation and degradation, pain play with harsh whip/cane or needles/wax, edging, large anal insertions, being involved in animal usage along with toilet play and slavery when i was sent to his friends where i was forced to serve them anyway necessary through cleaning, sexual use, prostitution, etc, all of which i became comfortable with.
im looking for in a perfect world a strict and rough master who knows what they want and how to get it and knows how to push boundaries and preferablly they will be experienced though if are unexperianced but imaginative i wouldn't mind that and are not looking for anything near vanilla at all, i may consider one-offs with married men or the like but preferablly want long term 24/7 TPE relationship
I am willing to relocate if suitable but only within the united states or maybe europe if we both feel it is right or my master may move in with me though this may not be entirely suitable as i live in an apartment but that choice is at least open and is in a fairly good location next too Prospect Park
my last master allowed me to keep my collection of toys including, some gags like pecker, ball gag and a ring gag, several pairs of metal handcuffs, 2 spreader bars, a gas mask, my metal locking collar also have a collection of collars like dog collar, leather collas, posture collars and the like, several spanking implements like cane, flogger, whip, anal plugs, several dildos, blindfolds and my sybian and fucking machine, also have household stuff such as wax, pegs, etc
i also have a locking metal with leather lining chastity belt that has locking padlocks which my last master had me wear constantly
I hope I interest you and feel free to message me whether its to go further with wanting to own me or just to chat i do not mind
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Going to give this site another shot for a bit atleast, friend says they dont receive as many stupid messages or idiots so lets see shall we |
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i think im on the edge of moving away from this site, i had 2 more meets who never showed now with the collarme domain problem the sites owner is having is convincing me to find another site maybe FL, ill update more soon |
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well i think its been a lifetime since i got to last update here,
i was under a trial ownership to a master ive met a few times for around 2 weeks which came to an end a short time ago, i found out that he also had a vanilla gf that he was hiding from, when i confronted him to ask who she was he admitted it was unlikely he was going to leave her and was trying to have 2 separate relationships so he agreed to call it off,
this left me fairly devastated as it looked so positive but it was never meant to be, a positive is I am in the process of arranging 2 trips this summer one to a private event in vegas which I attend regularly and is a very extreme and brutal meeting for the 4 or so days i spend there, another trip I have arranged is to see a family member in the UK, just south of birmingham in a town called redditch which will also be in the summer
my daughter will not be with me on the first visit as she isnt involved in the lifestyle and she could witness some fairly brutal markings or injuries and activites but she will be coming to the UK but if i arrange any meets she would stay with my family member while I went to a meet,
my vegas meet is expected to be for 9 days and my UK meet for 21 days I will update further in the future but if I do find my long term master before any of these meets I will cancel them if master wishes,
hope to speak to more of you soon as im going to try to respond to as many people as possible,
hope i can serve you soon sir |
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Been ages since I got to update here,
sadly had a family death to deal with so havent been on much over recent weeks and havnt been able to meet but all personal issues are now resolved and im trying my best to hopefully find my new owner ASAP i hope its you :)
also been given a promotion at work (yay) so can work from home more and get on here more and attend more meets :) hope we speak soon sir/maam
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got to spend last weekend with 2 masters a mistress and 4 slaves, 2 days of being brutal used and abused.
played a new "game" called pain factory, http://www.pain-factory.net/en/ will explain it as i got used by all sorts of toys and equipment, spiked bat, paddle, whips, even barbwire along with huge dildos, strapons and gags as the master hosting and those attending were all in the more "extreme" bracket rather than the many bedroom doms.
i was kept caged with 1 other female slave whilst the other 3 were together along with being in my chastity belt when not used which i loved.
After the 2 days (sat&sun) im left with lots of bruises all over, even got to try mega dildo in my ass 16 inches didnt manage to get it all of course so im still feeling gapping in my ass as ofcourse i was also fucked and got creampied alot. bled a little from cuts but loved weekend even got fuck a female slave with strapon and be fucked along with some knot fun, cannot wait to have chance to do it again but more importantly im looking for a master still, are you him?
even booked this entire week off work to recover from the weekend so can meet and chat alot more to find the perfect master for my life term ownership
hopefully this bruised and battered cunt will get to speak with you and serve you soon |
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quick update for anyone interested,
Still looking for a genuine master had 4 fakes over past 2 weeks who failed to show getting tired of them, still looking though :) no male switches either please.
im off too the new ice bar tonight as special treat from work but looking forward to hopefully meeting someone genuine soon to be my lifelong master :) |
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still trying get messages replied too, have few meets planned through next week exciting times and also now on way to a bdsm event with 7 other masters, 3 male slaves and 2 female slaves including myself, fun night ahead :) |
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well this is a slight shock, didn't expect anywhere near the amount of replies i have received, trying to get through as many as possible, sorry if i haven't replied yet.
Also no i will not add you to an IM straight away, after we speak for a tiny bit then I will be more than happy too.
Hope to speak to you soon Sir/Miss |
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| Age: 36 |
| Nova scotia,
Canada |
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