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| its hard to begin, how do you talk to a stupid computer?
I'm an easy going man, however, I do have things that are a must in my life. Though I have many faults, I am a God-fearing man. I do alot of stupid things as we all do, but The Good Lord knows my heart. I also believe that there are 3 things that make a relationship.
1) Put God first
2) how we feel for one another
3) Do we want to go in the same direction in life
Everything else falls into play after this. I'm looking for a woman, between 28 and 48, (mainlly because 28, a woman knows what she wants, and 48, I do want a family and she also may think I'm too young for her)
I enjoy most things, from of course, watching sports, to watching a good movie, or going out to the beach, I live close to it, and "recharge my batteries" by cleaning out my thoughts.
I'm a good cook, give great massages. I'm very intimate, erotic, and sometimes kinky in the bedroom. My second fav this bondage games, but my first is just being able to satisfy my girl. To see her smile, is all the complements I need. I enjoy affection as well as give it. I'm not into the "degrading a person" to much, because I feel my place is to be supportive to my girl, even if she is not at her best. I've learn that a person gets great inspiration, when you lift them up at there worst. To believe in them when they lose confidence in them selves, is faith in the other person. This is how you find a sould mate.
I'm not putting down any one's beliefs, I just feel strongly in mine because I have tremendous succcess in my life because of my faith. I can be either dom, which I'm good at, or sub, wihich I'm equally good at. I just want to be as sensitive to my girls needs as she is to mine, in other words, I have to give in order to receive. I strive for balance in my life.
I can stand on my faith, that there is some one reading this now, and feels the same as I do. Now, evey one has a certian thing that they are attreative to, I love tans on a woman, as well a I'm a legs and foot man, how ever, its not a must.
I can relocate for the right girl, but I do love the beach where i live so hopfully she will at least check where i live out first,
allen
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wow, what a girl! I just recieved a wonderful e-mail from a nice girl in New York. I'm kind of scared, cause she's soo pretty, and I don't want to make a fool of myself. I also hope she'll find my picture appealling, cause her picture has hit my heart. She's got the prettest feet, I hope I get to paint her nails for her,,,, |
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To those whom want to read:
I need to express to all of you ladies who read this, that I am a differnet person than most. I strive to work on being "The complete man", which is, to be sensitive to a woman's needs first, then wants/ desires. I don't just want to be a girls boyfriend, I strive to be her everthing, from being her listening ear, to be her place to vent when she's mad, to be her massage therapist when she's sore, to be her affections, to be her encourager, to be her doctor when she's sick, to be her cheerleader when she's focused on things. However, no matter what, good or bad, I always want the commitment from her, as she has this from me, that no matter what comes our way, we'll face it together. If were broke, then we're broke together, if one of us is sick, then we're both sick. If she had a problem, then is my problem too. If we have children, we'll raise them together.
I don't know if my words will hit a woman's soul here, just know that the reason I'm like this, is because I am a God-fearing man, and I do know that one day, I will be held accountable for my actions. So, when I live this world, I am hoping my girl (or wife), my family, my co-workers, even my enemies, would be able to speak well of me.
With is in mind, I also need to tell you due to a 50ft fall at my job 8 years ago, I am paralyzed from the waist down. Though I'm confinded to a wheelchair, I'm far from being disabled. I cook, I clean my apartment, I pay my bills, I drive, and I can "still be intimate with a woman in the bedroom", so in a sense, I'm the same as any one else. only I'm just a little shorter.
Though I am alone, I am not lonly. I don't' need a woman to help because of my needs. Now, if she wants to help, then okay. But I've lived on my own for about 5 years now. All I need now, is a woman whom I'm compatable with to just share each others life with, with the hopes of finding a soul mate. I'm a good cook, I give awesome massages, I make good cheescake, I'm funny-witty, erotic, kinky somtimes, but a wonderfull lover. Through my accident, I have been WELL BLESSED.
So, if any of you ladies can see past this wheelchair, I welcome in getting to know you.
take care to all, and hope to hear from you soon |
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Its been a while since I've added to this journal, so I thought I should say something,
I've been on collar_me for awhile now. I've talke with some very nice ladies, how ever, I haven't found a girl who'd really be interested in me. Maybe I'm trying to hard, or because of my dedication to God. I will have to say, I can never forsake God, even if it means to live my life alone.
I need to add something this way, if you choose not to write to me, I'll understand. 7 years ago, I fell 50 feet to the ground in which I severed my spinal cord, busted my head, and broke my wrist. I'm in a wheelchair now. I decided to say something here, so I won't misslead anyone. Now, though I have to do things sitting down, I'm just like everyone else, to include things "in the bedroom". In fact, I eat lifesavers alot, so that I have plenty of practice for things that you women enjoy. I do need to tell you sub/slaves, that I often need a soft hand to ease the pains from my injury. A soft warm hand is way bette than a heating pad. Now, money wise, I'm financially secure. This will allow a woman, and myself to focus on our relationship.
I don't know what else to say only that if you are up to the challenge to be able to see through this wheel chair, then e-mail me, but if your predujice, please move on, cause I don't have time for losers
Allen
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I thought i need to add i do love kids. how can I take care of a woman if I can also take care of all? this would be unfair to her, her kids, and a man, a true man, would want to step up and do this. |
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To All that Read this:
just because I'm God fearing, doesn't mean I can't have fun, or other things. In fact, many of you already know how awsome it is to be with someone who does live his life as such to "give hope to other". I do know this: I'm kind of down today because of my last rejection from someone, even my friendship. I stand on faith that there be women here later encouraging me and to lift my soul, if not trying to mend my heart. I am not sad for myself, but the girl who rejected me, cause in time, she will see a different light. Will it be too late? |
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I thought I had met somone nice in Nebraska, but for some reason she's block me, and I don't know what I've done. How ever, Jesus himself has said that people will reject you because of me. Its sad, cause what she don't know or realise is she needed my friendship. If you happen to see this "Nebraska", its sad you've thrown away a good friendship. I'll miss you cause I really like you. Maybe your so hard on yourself that you don't think you deserve a good friendship. I enjoyed your e-mails, how ever, this is America, and we can do what we wish. I do believe in a woman's choice,,, |
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I've just seen a beautifull girl! She's from Texas, and I hope she and I can be friends. Hey, this is what makes life great, never knowing what going to happen next! |
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June 22 is my 38th birthday, and I am wishing now, so that it may happen, to find the right girl for me,as well as being the right man for her.
Ac |
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Its 17 June, 2005, and unfortuatly, I still haven't found the soul mate I need. Most women here, esp subs, are taken. Though I am up beat and feel confident in finding her, I'm down today becasue I'm in the needing of "TLC", as well all do from time to time. I think my commitment to my spiritually as scared women off. How ever, my commitment to God has to come first, and anyone who really know the Bible, will know a God fearing man is truely the best man to have in a relationship. I must have to admit, I've met some nice people here, from dom's to subs. I eve have gotten an invite to a bbq in upstate. So its been positive for me so far, how ever, theres no pretty girls who are single who have e-mailed me yet.
AC |
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