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Well, lets see... I joke around alot. Love having a laugh with mates... but do not take my silliness as stupidity. I am always eager to learn, but like some of my ways to stay stuck..  so blah! Anyhoo... love anime, cartoons, some chick flicks are ok.. but I do love a good horror! I watch loads of korean, chinese, japanese, thai, etc... series and films. Even saw a good spanish horror called " The Devil's Backbone" check it out if you like to break out of the ordinary.
Oh yeah... btw...  THERE IS MORE THEN ONE BLOODY COUNTRY OUT THERE!  Dont look at the map and say " There be monsters in them there waters"....Enjoy originality, cultures, sites, music... So many things out there to explore! Go on... try it!
Ok... dont try the sushi... YUK! well, i didnt enjoy it... shhhhsh! dont tell my fish i tried it. they will not speak to me for weeks .
Ok... well i guess i am finished rambling for the moment. Do send me a pm or what ever it is on this site to get in touch with someone... But if you have a problem... and its about me... here is a thought. Have a coke and a smile and shut the fvck up.
Oh yeah! i just stuck a pic of me like 5 years ago up... you dont like it? HA!
press CTRL+ALT+DEL all at the same time really fast... and the pic will go away!!! LOL
 until then... beat me bruise me ride me like a dime store pony bitch.
GOOD BONDAGE MUSIC: Jem-come on closer, Athamay- Kiss the whip, Holy Sin, Restrict and Obey, Covenant, Zombie, DDR music from the games, NIN, Manson, KMFDM, Frankie goes to hollywood, etc... loads more LOL
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Ok! grinding gears and swatting away thoughts that do not suit one is a very hard thing to do.
You sit there, listening to the teacher, co-worker, friend, lover, whatever...and suddenly, your mind is adrift in the sub-layers of your conscious. Your thoughts beckon you toward one thought, then another, then another, til you are staring blankly at space...at nothing. Except the images you create from the emotions running around in your head.
This is not a drill. This is something that plagues your inner self. Something that wants to come out and for one reason or another you have never thought about it, til now.
What would you think that is?
Try this... after reading this...
Close your eyes, take slow deep breathes.
breathed in, count to 5 slowly, then breath out again counting to 5.
Keep doing that while imagining all your stress from life flowing into you when you breath in, and then flowing out when you breath out. Relax your muscles, your back, your arms, your thighs, your stomack. Relax everything til you feel you stilled inside.
Enjoy this feeling. |
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AAAHHHH!!!! im being attacked by the dreaded Darth Tater!!!!!!! his light sabre is drawn... he breathes those slow deep breaths at me...
keeeeee----pshhhhhhhhh
keeeeee----pshhhhhhhhh
his lil cape flys in the fan wind.
he says....
"Join me, together we shall rule as Father and spud."
yeah.... i have a mr. potatoe head darth tater...aint i cool???
HAHAHAHAHAHAAA |
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OOOKay! who knows what a "true" friend is!! raise your hand!!!!
No one??? ok well lets start out with the basics.... a true friend is someone who is there for you no matter what... even if all you need is for them to know to leave you the hell alone so you can work stuff out in your head. A true friend is someone that will make you laugh when you need it, be that shoulder to cry on, be that backbone you cant have, and tell you when you are blubbering like an idiot over a silly argument and what not!
They hold nothing back from you. They are honest and forceful about their opinions yet let you keep your options open. Even if you are the worst singer... they will tell you that you are... but they will still cheer for you! They read your mind when all you have to do is give them a look and they know what needs to be said...or done.
So many people dont understand that to be a true friend, you have to be impathic.... meaning " try walking in their shoes". When they are talking to you about something.. dont just wait for them to take a breath so that you can interject... instead, close your eyes, and listen to the words... listen to the tones of their voice... if you are in front of them, watch their eyes and lip movements... so much is said in the eyes and facial expressions...and imagine the feelings they are feeling. Imagine being in that situation and what you would do... or at least.... dont talk. If you cannot do anything that i have typed cuz you are boring, have no imagination, or are just lazy... then just STFU and listen to them.
You are lucky in life if you have ONE "True" friend. |
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Ooooh! look! im typing again! yay! go me!
have no idea what to type about tho... so ill just ramble.
Lets see.. i was playing comedy in the chat room the other day...(playing Eddie Izzard) and laughed so hard i leaned back in my seat... and OMPH! i fell back and hit my head against the bloody dresser...LOL they heard me on the mic and were asking if i was ok... Hell yeah i was fine... but damn that hurt! i couldnt decide if i wanted to laugh at myself for being a clutse...or cry for my pride and ofcourse the major pain in my head. LOL
Oh well, ya live and learn, then you smack your head on something hard to knock the sense back into you.
I think my sense is now at 2 dollars and 15 cents. LOL |
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| Age: 19 |
| Celebration,
Florida |
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