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| "I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own two feet, not to cling to all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male, at his time, his bidding."
Thank you Anais Nin, who said it better than anyone could have said it. The above covers the question of "what are you looking for?" I want to just be -- beneath him, always beneath him. I want his world to be my world, his words to be the drink that intoxicates me. Worship is a word that I use often, because that is how I want to treat him, like he is the most amazing man in the world. Because he will be, to me.
Please be amazing, unattached, and completely in touch with the part of yourself that aches for this as much as I do.
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