My journey in the lifestyle has been a long one, since June of 1987. my Lord Knight of Mists is the only relationship that I have ever had as an adult. I have been lucky in the journey to have not had the struggles and hardships that many endure in looking for their One. There is no other way for me to live my life except as owned.
In June of 1990, the relationship became 24/7 live-in relationship. Even in the beginning there was no sit down negotiations. As Pleasures, Challenges, Limits and Boundaries where discovered and worked through, there was growth and self-discovery within myself.
Play is an intimate act. It is sharing of ones inner self. As a highly submissive person, i have learned that intimacy with a woman touches me sensually and emotionally in ways a man can never achieve. This revelation brought about self-confidence with myself that balances my desires with my Lord’s will.
Early in the relationship I knew He would want others. In 2000 that aspect of the journey was opened and explored. There was great enjoyment and freedom in watching Him with other females. As We journeyed, He gave me to others to please and enjoy; Leading me to explore intimacy with both other males and females.
Since 2000 We have been exploring and experiencing Poly relationships. There has been a lot of growth and hurt. Turmoil brings about pain and damage, but also brings strength and renewed growth. To say that the entering a new poly relationship is easy would be less than true. But, it is well worth the growth that the experience has given me.
In May of 2005, My Lord introduced kyra to my life. The peace and quiet intimacy that kyra brings into the relationship with me makes all the challenges of time, distance, and learning of each other balanced with the excitement, love, and laughter.
For me this is a joining of kindred spirits, a longing to share each other and with each other, to grow and become more than we are individually so that we can better fulfill His wishes, wants and desires.
The added complexities of multiple relationships within my life and the differences between one relationship and another open a new avenue to explore, build, and learn.
Why I chose to be a slave has been explored and thought about in depth. The consent to be His slave is stronger and on a more solid foundation than it has ever had before. My understanding of why I need and want the life of a slave has grown and become clearer.
Every experience brings forth growth and the chance of discovering a new challenge. As new avenues and aspects are opened my Lord guides me in ways that bring forth the greatest value to Him. I look back on my past seeing the amount of change that has come from the paths He has taken me on. It is nothing compared to the changes that still await me.
He has control over me in ways most cannot understand and the depth of His control has given me the freedom to fly and soar into the Mists of joy and ecstasy. I am forever His.
Traveling a path of slavery and love,
His, alandra May 2005
i come to visit with new and old friends, to share knowledge and experiences that come from my lifestyle relationships and to be true to who i am. i look to learn from others to grow and enhance who i am so that my value to my Lord continues to grow and be an empowerment to His house and myself. My Lord is Knight of Mists please contact him directly and not send any emails or invites to myself without first gaining his approval... to do so is a behavior that is an insult and rude that will not gain my respect or interest.