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I HAVE BEEN IN A D/S RELATIONSHIP FOR FIVES YEARS. I WOULD LIKE SOME ADVICE FROM SOME MASTERS OR DOMS OUT THERE ON TRAINING. HOW TO UNDERSTAND BEING WITH SOMEONE WO IS NOT MANOGAMOUS.
HOW I SHOULD BE TRAINED, I AM A DIFFICULT SLAVE TO SAY THE LEAST. I ALWAYS HAVE TO PUSH ON MORE STEP. IN MY DEFENSE I DO ALL THAT IS ASKED OF ME. MY MASTERS PROBLEM IS THAT I SHOULD ASK FOR EVERYTHING, I COME FROM A LIFE THAT IT IS HARD FOR ME, I FORGET MY PLACE AND I SNOOP AND FIND THINGS OUT THAT INVITABLY HURT ME, I LOVE HIM BUT WANT TO KNOW THE RULES. ARE THEY THE SAME FOR ALL SLAVES OR IS EACH SITUAION DIFFERENT. I GET PUNISHED FOR MY WRING DEEDS, BUT THEY ALWAYS COME BACK LATER. ONCE PUNISHED I THOUHT I WAS SUPPOSE TO BE FOR GIVEN AND THEN ON TO THE NEXT. SHOULD SLAVES BE ACKNOWLEDGE FOR THE GOOD THINGS THEY DO? MY HEALTH IS NOT GOOD, I PUT 120% IN TRYING TO PLEASE ALL MY ENERGY GOES INTO THIS RELATIONSHIP. I NEED SOME ADVICE ON HOW TO NOT BE SUCH A SNOTTY LITTLE BITCH, WHEN I AM HURT EMMOTIONALLY I LASH OUT AND SAY THINGS THAT ARE UNCALLED FOR. WHEN IT COMES TIME FOR PUNISHMENT IT CAN BE AS LONG AS 3 WEEKS THAT I WAIT FOR THE OTHER SOE TO DROP. I HAVE ASKED FOR IMMEDIATE PUNISHMENT, BUT THERE ARE TIME RESTAINTS. HE IS VERY BUSY AND WHEN HE IS NOT WORKING HE IS TIRED. PLAYTIME IS NONEXSITANT. MASTER SAYS ITS BECAUSE I NEED MY PUNISHMENT FIRST. ANY ANSWERS OUT THERE?
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