i tried to forget about this life, but i can't. i did everything i could to get away from it, but still i find myself crawling back. i need the abuse. i crave the humiliation. i can only survive as a creature, a thing, a piece of owned property. Nothing else matters to me at all. i'm sorry.
4/26/2014 11:38:56 PM
Seriously thinking about quitting my job. Everyone tells me not to but i feel like having the safety of a regular paycheck and the distraction of work are helping prevent me from accepting the place i'm meant to have.
