It's one step forward and one step back with this site... some very strange people out there.

Ok I came onto this site because my manager at work made me... does that make any difference at all ?

Getting in to this a bit more but still way too many replies to go through. To answer the main questions.

Dare I put a photo up... maybe non facial.

Why did we give it up - my husband had health problems and lost interest which was ok with me, was getting too old for all that stuff anyway.

NO I AM NOT LOOKING FOR MEETINGS.

My only current activity is with a senior man at work who recognized some signs some time ago and has taken advantage, purely one to one but with threats of a lot more to come. Again it is all on my mind and worrying but way too late to say no.

Sorry for lack of replies, just don't know what to say to people.

Yes I am still with my husband but we don't do this (or anything) anymore.

Think this is opening up a whole can of worms, not exactly the therapy I was looking for xx

Going to copy my first reply to someone here to save disappointing all the others. Got to go now, sorry xxx

There was way too much to write about, around 20 years worth. No he didn't charge people, well I don't believe so, they wouldn't have paid. The main thing I picked up on in your message was the psychological stuff, maybe that would have been good - I'm not sure really. Usually afterwards he would take me home in silence and then make me tell him everything in great detail while he gave me oral and had sex with me all night. I would have to be very careful what I told him though, as he only wanted me going with bodybuilders etc etc and it wasn't always like that. It always ended in him sulking though and making me feel bad, and nothing was ever mentioned again after that one night. xx

This is all a bit strange. 31 replies and I only just joined. Bit overwhelming really, and I have no idea what to say to anyone, so forgive me, I will reply later perhaps. xx