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HAPPY 4th. of JULY. Waves some sparklers. I have been having serious puter problems & have troubles freezing & crashing all the time. When I try to reply to any mails it wont load and freezes and my Yahoo almost never works so I'm sorry that I don't respond I'm not ignoring anyone just can't answer you. I hate it so much I'm gonna try to reload my hard drive I hope I do it right.
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I'm starting to like posting the journal stuff. I am getting pissed my puter is getting all wacky & freezes up I guess I need to format drive but I'm too lazy to copy stuff I need from files before I do it. I found in my drawer a gift certificate for nail salon I got awhile ago so I went for my first pedicure and got cool fake nails I 'm not use to nails but I like them. So that's the scoop for today. Happy fathers day to all.
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I was suprised a lot of guys who read my journal about so called Doms that want to own you just by reading your profile are fakers wrote me saying I'm not a true slave cause real one will obey any Dom that gives me orders. I don't know how they can think that if I never even met them do they think I'm gonna pack my bags and leave cause sent me a email. I know I'm not the smartest girl & have been tricked alot but that seems silly. I guess I'm a bad slave in there eyes. O well.
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Well I been getting use to it here a little but still get so may messages i can't believe it I can't read all of them. I'm starting to know how to figure the fakers right away like when they message me saying"I WANT TO OWN & BREED YOU" without even knowing a thing bout me thats too fake I think. I know I'm not so swift have been fooled alot before by guys saying untrue stuff just to meet me to get laid but I'm trying to be smarter. Or asking me if I'd move to another country in first message thats weird too. Well thats my report for now. This is Carla from Cm press signing off. lol
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Well this morning was a first for me I went to local CVS store for milk & there was huge line the computers or something were down so the registers werent working. I was talking to lady in front of me she said she's going to supermarket she wasnt waiting she asked if I wanted ride to get milk I said ok. She was 40 ish kinda heavy but pretty we went to store & she invited me for coffee at her place for some reason I said ok. When we got there she took her coat off had these huge boobs pushing her top out I just stared, she smiled said they are new just got them months ago then suprised me took them out said you like them? I just looked as she took my hand to touch them. Before I knew it we were kissing & soon naked. She made love to me like wild I was shaking after 2 hours she said she had to leave gave me her number then dropped me off. I still cant believe it & think I may call her again.
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I hope to find a owner that is what I need for 24.7 soon, I hate being without one I feel alone & hate not having a strong man to make me feel safe & use me to please him. I love to please hate if I don't please him it's like I failed. I know when I meet one I will know pretty fast if he is the one and am ready to give myself to him fast. I get to fast sometimes and agree to meet right away and have to try not to do that so I have to go a little slow like not phoning right off and make sure he's right for me first. I hope I can do it but I am lonely and can't wait to meet someone that can use me.
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