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looking for real time slave for hard training. become the bitch that is inside of you.
I am a professional, mid 40’s. I first ventured into this lifestyle when I was 15 and bound my girlfriend to the bed; the look on her face was intoxicating as she lay there helpless and at my mercy. Of
course my sadistic side had not surfaced yet. I spent years experimenting in bondage and D/s, there were no resources back then readily available so it was over the better part of a decade I found
my voice
my first slave was collared and kept as a bitch. Our relationship was based more on humiliation than pain. She had a low threshold for pain but responded well to public humiliation, as well as other forms of
humiliation and use. Eventually my desires turned darker and our interests separated.
I soon met my first masochist and that was as life changing as my girlfriend at 15. She was exhausting for an in experienced, budding sadist. She tested my limits and my creativity; it wasn't long before I realized my limits were artificial constructs that I had accepted, that with a proper slave I had no limits, that I could break a person’s being if I so desired and reshape them, I could get into their skull and torment them until they gave me freely what I desired, and I could do all of this this without hesitation or remorse.
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