Confessions


i have such an attitude today
not wanting to disrspect You
i will be carefull what i say
i didnt want You to go a day without Your Jewel
i only pray You truly love me
And arent setting me up to be Your fool
Loving You hurts a whole hell of alot
saying whats on my mind
is a temptaion i strongly faught
i had a letter to You all prepared to go
in it crying and confused
a side of me im embaressed to let show
filled with questions i die to ask
so i hide myself behind this mask
i want to let it out and say whats on my mind
but i keep it inside
because a good bitch i know is hard to find
so this poem Dear Sircomes with All due Respect
i love You so much
i mustnt allow myself to come incorrect
hopefully tomorrow i feel much better
and my comfort arrives
in the form of Your voice,even if by letter
They say i need trained in honor and humility
to serve One such as You
learning to be a good bitch with all my ability
maybe its true,maybe They are right
i must keep my submission
focused and in sight
am i women enogh for You do i have what it takes
to bite my slick tongue
learning to be a good bitch for gooddness sakes
or am i destined to be one of Your many fools
showing my desperation
as i line up for You with all the other mules
in due time the answer will be reavealed
hopefully allowing me to take down my wall that serves as my shield
exposing to You all that i am and need to be
flowing with love
endless as the fish in the deep blue Sea!