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A few years ago I read an article written by a famous French writer . She told her condition as a submissive. While reading it I felt upset as what she described was exactly what I had once experienced with a man. A few months later I met a man who helped me to see inside me and who made me become his slave.
From then on I could be myself at last , in total freedom , without restraint .
The few real Masters I met have helped me to grow in a devoted and beautiful way little by little. Today , 7 years later I owe them everything.
My submission is deeper day after day. When I adandon myself in the hands of a Master it is body but above all mind. My mental is at the basis of my submission. I'm not the kind of person who will call a man Master soon after his encounter. I'm not the sort of sub who will say yes to anything straight away. I need time , I need trust , I need protection.
Once I feel I am in caring hands I give myself totally.
So far I have never abandoned myself as I would like ...
I have met lots of people in rl or chats but very few have counted.
Some say I am too brainy , too exclusive , too analytic ...well... maybe they are right :) I am just what I am , I know what I do not want :)
Life is precious , I don't have time to lose with "pseudo Masters" or frustrated men in need of a whore for a couple of hours.

starrynight
 
 Age: 47
 OK, BC, Canada