zephyr412		zephyrzeph		Zephyr50

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Not much to say here. Male submissive by nature and demeanor although when I feel backed into a corner and my core beliefs are challenged, I become stubborn. Having grown up with rage being displayed in the household, I will avoid direct confrontation. I don't argue. When I become angry, I withdraw until I can get my emotions under control. Then is when I come back and talk it out in a calm and rational manner. I don't want to repeat the mistakes that I witnessed in my youth. I don't say very much or very often in forums such as this and tend to let the spotlight fall on others rather than myself. I am no longer looking for a mistress or Domme. I do like talking with a person whom I can get to know, become a friend and perhaps go from there if we find something mutual beyond chatting.

9/29/2007 4:56:25 PM It is an interesting twist of fate for me.  I, in despair, gave up searching for a Dominant lady with whom I could share needs, desires, and my life.  It was then and only then that, following a lifestyle demonstration and play party that a Dominant lady picked me. She was looking for a beta submissive to enhance her experiences and seemed to think that I had the attributes she was looking for. Long story short,... after many IM conversations where we discussed concerns, fears, and potiential stumbling blocks, we finally met.  Later we co-wrote a contract of submission being under Her consideration. I now wear her collar of consideration and am both giddy with the outcome and yet humbled that she would consider me as a beta submissive.  I think it is what we both were seeking.