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Zarinna

Visiting, if I decide to stay I will take time to update this

hmmm where to start. Did i mention I hate writing profiles.

Ok I am 26, I am from the UK, I love to learn to read, to discover. Something I discovered very young was my desire to serve, to please, to be owned. Of course at that time I didnt know why I felt the princess should be kidnapped, tied up, tormented, in fact I worried I was slightly odd then one day I discovered a website online with like minded people. I talked to them and discovered if I was odd then I wasnt alone in being so, and that these people who shared my kinks were lovely people, genuine, intellegent and interesting to talk with, soooo I relaxed and learnt more about who I was.

What did I discover? Well I discovered I am submissive, that I have some kinks, nothing majorly extreme, but that I am happiest collared and serving a Master who cherishes His submissive.

In my mind a submissive gives a gift in submission as a Master does in Domination, it is a beautiful open relationship built on honesty and trust. It is not only about wild sex (although that part gets included obv)
Being a submissive does not make me a doormat, nor does it take away my ability to have my own opinion, it simply means I give the power to my Master to guide that opinion.
In my day to day life I have a very vanilla lifestyle, I work full time in a career that has taken me time to build and that I am proud of. I love to ride horses, spend time with my friends and read constantly, and I love music there is very little I dislike. I adore people who can stretch my imagination and keep me on my toes (and no I dont mean through rope) I can be silly and playful and just occassionally a brat, but this is usually if my mind is unoccupied.

I have a low tolerance for people who arent genuine, why take the time to create a mask when one day it will slip and the real you will be shown clearly to the world be who you are, if people dont like it then perhaps you werent supposed to be around them in the first place.
Ok as for here, what am I looking for, in honesty I dont know, i have been a submissive online for 4 years, I have learnt a lot about myself and about the lifestyle, I feel now I have a clear understanding of what it is I seek and what it is I offer in return, I guess I need to take the next step and take that into "real life" at some point, this is my first tentative step toward that.

If you wish to get to know me you will find me always polite and friendly, and always happy to chat to anyone, please be the same way, as I said I have no patience for people who seem to think the fact they are a Dominant or say they are means I should drop to my knees and beg to be owned, it dosent work that way.


3/5/2010 5:49:36 PM
ok yes I know I havent updated my profile but I really havent been here, if I havent responded to Your email yet please forgive me I will and very shortly.

On a quick note - If You intend to send me an email asking me in 10 words or less to cyber with You, to relocate to You, or demand any of the following within first email, kneeling, money, details of my accounts, or that I immediately submit to You, we really are not going to get on, to this point I have responded to such emails in an attempt to remain polite, usually with a "not in this lifetime" from now on I will just delete, my concerns when joining seem founded, however I am pleased to say I have met some wonderful people so far also that make me wish to stay. So profile update this weekend and email responses on their way. Thank you to all the wonderful people who contact me, to the strange ones, well i guess you wont read this anyways so never mind 
3/1/2010 8:08:14 AM
Is still learning, and was obv half asleep when I created profile, for the lovely people of Canada who sent messages, thank you but I am based in the UK I just not always the brightest spark when I am half asleep

xoxo
carojoan
 
 Age: 20
 United Kingdom