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I have recently been released from an amazing relationship with a Master who connected me to my inner strength & whose teachings I am heavily influenced by. My focus is on exploring & examining my own dominant nature, so have no interest in seeking a collar or relationships with dominants.
Zansi =) |
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hello A/all.
FYI: i am preparing to close down this account & fully move to... ("site name" which i am unable to type in here) under my collared nick "zanzi". if Y/you are in my friends or admireres list please feel free to message me there letting me know Y/your CM nick & i will be happy to add Y/you.
zanzi =)
ps: HINT new site name rhymes with "hetwife" lol! |
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hi A/all,
in the past i have posted pics of myself with my pets. thank you for your interest but they are my pets nothing more.
zanzi{twdViper385} |
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Lol @ myself! I was just reading back over my 2009 journal entries.
To the people putting themselves out there genuinely looking for play partners/Tops/bottoms etc good luck! Good for you for putting yourselves out there! In the future I will take closer looks through my emails before I judge so hastily.
To those who are on here being hateful and deceitful...my previous thoughts still apply!
Zans  |
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Revelation.........
I like funny and witty people. So sexy.
Zans. |
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So much of this site is an illusion. You can have the most basic of profiles with a few journal enteries that say absolutely nothing and random strangers approach you saying "Your journal is very interesting." A couple of these crack me up, but most waste my time and get blocked.
If you are going to leave drival in my mail box atleast make it original and interesting i.e.
" Your journal is interesting ---> keep going --> because....."<---- End it here.
I do answer them if I find them interesting or amusing.
Zansi.
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There are so many weirdo's and negative people constantly cruising profiles and sending pointless (often rude and disrespectful on a basic level) e-mails.
Nothing new to many of the old hands on this site Im sure, but this is written in response to many that ask why I don't journal with detail and more frequency...
Heres your answer. Zans =) |
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Thought I'd write in my journal today. I really have nothing to say. Not looking for anything and am a private person so....
The End lol! *w Zans |
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Hmmmm, I have been reading lots of very interesting profiles and journal entries lately. I think I should update mine...hmmm...what to say? |
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I was told today my sexual orientation is not clear on my profile. I say... look past the pictures and take the time to read some. Wont take long for you to figure it out *w
Zans =) |
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Yes!
I am still alive! =)
Very busy and comming into my own in all areas of my life.
Zans.
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Update: Its amazing how time helps pull things together. I am connecting better with myself everyday. Still looking to meet ppl in the Vancouver area. Other than that...Im just trundling along down the highway of life...aint it fun! Zans  |
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I am amazed at the responses I have recieved from people since I have changed my profile. While I appreciate their intention I must voice this.
In no way have I lost my "groove", "doubt my toppiness" or "lost my way".
I am simply keeping my learning real, my ego in check and learning to crawl before I walk.
Zans |
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lol See entry below! Zans |
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To clarify... it was not a bad experience...far from it *w Zansi |
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I have no acess to the internet at this time, so cannot answer my mail. I will get to it A.S.A.P. Ty for your e-mails. Zansi |
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Trust, honesty, good communication and courage. Now why didnt I think of that sooner? Zansi |
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Two thoughts I have seen expressed alot on this site ......"topping form the bottom" and "there just arnet any "true" subs out there who dont have their own agendas".
Dictate every little detail? Would that solve it? Then there would be no doubt as to whose agenda it was. But then what of creativity and room for expression of the subs personality and energy?
Thinking out loud as I go..... Zansi
P.S I am sure there are sayings for Tops also. But if there is, I have never heard them *w
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A new page is turning for me...... |
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I got my first flogger today...tee hee, poor boi... Zans |
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I have read so many Domme profiles with the complaint of subs accussing them of not being "real". To those judgemental subs I say....*click  . It is true tho not much interest in caring/nuturing Dommes. An oxymoron? Zans |
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I had no idea sissification/feminization was such a popular fetish. Thank you to those that have answered my questions and given me information. Zans. |
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I am curious about sissyboys and the sissyboy/Misstress dynamic.
If you are a sissy and would like to chat please send me an e-mail.
I am also looking to network with Dommes who own/train/love sissys.
Note: I am NOT looking for a sissyboy. I simply seek learning, understanding and to bring the cat back.
Zans |
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inspirational quotes...
"Avoiding danger in the long run is no safer that outright exposure.