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| Hello. I am a 53 yo male that has known he is submissive since he was 12 years old. I have a deep yearing to learn more about Dominance and my submission.
While I consider myself to be a novice, I have been with professional Dommes several times and have found the expereince to be beyond description in evey good way I can think of. But the pro Domme experience, by definition, is not real. I want to explore what is real.
I have to be open and honest. I am currently in the process of divorce from my vanilla wife. She was shocked when she discovered my interest in D&S and asked for a divorce. So I am in the process of that now. I have lived my life as a vanilla person. I want to change that.
I want to move to begin to learn more and more about he D&S scene in Chicago; to meet people; to expiriment and explore my submission.
I am a business man that works in the Loop but lives in the NW suburbs. I get all the "Dominance" i could ever want out of my work environment. When I am home, i want to be subserviant. I do not want to be in control. I want to be told what to do, what is expected of me and how i can please my superior.
I realize there are probably thousands of submissive males that want the same thing. I am looking for the special person or people who can introduce me to the lifestyle and teach me. Ultimately, at some time, i would like to have a long term relationship that is based on my submission. But i realize that will take time - if it even ever happens. I need advice, guidence, counsel and direction in how i can begin to accomplish my submission by serving the needs of another.
I hope this makes sense......
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