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-About me-
Please bear with me as my profile will be rather lengthy. This is for your benefit as I will try to include as many things that I can think of so that my friends and potential Masters can get a feel of who I am and what I am searching for.
I am a woman with many different attributes that makes me who I am. My submissive side is a strong part of who I am. I like to help others and be dominated in and out of the bedroom. But even though it is a very large part of my make up, that is not the most important or primary part of me. People are too complex to narrow them down into just sub/Dom categories. Although this is indeed a kinky website, it speaks a lot of your character if you believe I am just a submissive and nothing else. If you are not that shallow and want to know more about me, even after reading this profile then we will probably get along. I am also a geek. I always have been. I was raised on RPGs like Final Fantasy and the Elder Scrolls series. I like anime and manga. Attending conventions in celebration of the art/games/animation that Japan has created is very fun. Dressing up for these events is great. I also enjoy art, music and jewelry making. Also, I am a newly discovered Furry. As you can probably tell from my pictures, I am not a full fursuit type, but more of a tail and ears type of furry. I have nothing against full suiting, but my personal preference is to have most of my features free. I have three different fursonas. In my pictures, I am wearing Miyu's gear. Miyu is a serious kitten most of the time, but is more geared towards kinky play than my other fur personalities. Sanu is my first and oldest fursona. She is a white wolf with a white, feathery wingspan. She is loyal to a fault, sincere and kind. She is more a part of me than the others. Yuka is my newest fursona. She is a red and white husky. I made her because I needed a goal to strive for. Huskies are playful, energetic and hard working. Those are attributes that I wish to adopt and make my own with time in order to better myself as a person. I am also a pet. I feel the need to be cared for, cherished, and kept. I like to be held, petted and told that I am loved. This counts for whether I am in gear or not. It's a 24/7 type of thing. I don't like to be degraded as a pet, only reassured and cared for. That goes for my human side too. While I am still growing as a person (I was rather sheltered) and I have some issues I am working with, I am learning more everyday from my friends and becoming better for it. I tend to communicate better with text than I can with words unless the person I am with engages me in conversation. Please feel free to message me. -What I am looking for in a Master-
I am looking for a man that will get to know me as a person first and THEN dive into the kinky stuff once we are both comfortable and know that both of our emotional needs can be met. I am looking for a gentler Master. I can take a moderate amount of pain but I prefer to cuddle and engage in sensual play. I want someone who can nurture me as a person and submissive/pet. I want open communication between us and it would be nice if we can hold a conversation both vanilla-wise and kink-wise. I want a deep and lasting bond with my Master, one that we are both happy with. I want to grow with him in this lifestyle, learn from him and with him. Lastly, I want to love my Master and have that returned. -Interesting Facts-
*I own two birds.
*I love to cosplay. My favorite convention is OhayoCon.
*My favorite video game is Final Fantasy VII
*I like Yaoi, it's a guilty pleasure of mine.
*I've been diagnosed with several mental disorders and am being treated for them.
*I would love to get into the Lolita fashion. It's just so cute and feminine. <3
*I don't drink or smoke, nor have any diseases. And I would prefer it if Master was the same way.
*Although people regard me as a BBW, I'm interested in losing weight for my health. I would very much like it if a Master made sure I ate and exercised right. -Hard Limits-
  • Minors
  • Bestiality
  • Scat
  • Urine
  • Blood
  • Degradation
  • Fire Play
  • Needle Play
3/17/2012 10:15:16 PM

It's very hard to find sincere people online, but I hope that one day I'll find the one I'll belong to completely and for the rest of my life.

12/26/2011 12:27:14 PM

It's the steady pressure, the firm, constant reminder that it's there. Being held down, having choices taken away from you by your own will. It's being absolved of any responsibility for your own pleasure, for the pleasure of others. Feeling everything, touching nothing. That is why people like to be tied up.

12/25/2011 5:22:07 PM

Merry Christmas, everyone!  I hope you spent a day full of warmth with those you love and remembering those that go without at this time of year.  My Christmas started out pretty terrible but it got a tiny bit better as the day wore on.  It was the first Christmas that my entire family wasn't together as my grandparents were feeling quite sick.  It upset me that I had to leave them and drive myself to my Aunt's house.  I wear my emotions on my sleeve so as soon as I arrived, my Aunt had to sooth my nerves from the long drive.  My disorders don't make me hysterical or anything, but I do get sad pretty easily and the sound that trains make (one was inconveniently passing over the road as I drove under it) triggered my PTSD.  So it wasn't a pleasant trip but myself and my family had a good time today, though we did worry over my grandparents and my great uncle, who fainted this morning and had to be hospitalized.  My uncle joked that this Christmas was just dropping everybody and we all laughed.  By the end, I went home with laughter, hugging, and well appreciated presents.  I did drive home without my purse though and that was a huge 'No.'  I'm glad I didn't get pulled over!  If I had a Master right now, I'd totally deserve a spanking.  O.o  There is one complaint that I have aside from those that mattered today and that is that glitter is the herpes of Christmas. ^-^  I do love sparkly things, but I would love it if it came off when I washed my hands and face. 

MassageMe2011
 
 Age: 45
 Bucyrus Area, Ohio