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another day another dollar ...at least that is what they say...does anyone know who "they" are??? * smiles* another beautiful day outside and yet i find myself drawn to this silly computer wondering if for any given chance from the stars if anyone is out there looking like i am....*sighs* sometimes things are just not meant to be...even friendship is something that would spark a flame within the soul of one who does not have the direction she seeks...and the day goes on |
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wow...long time since i posted here....yikes!!! not much has changed...still lost...i guess the only thing to do is to really find myself...but how do you do that when each time you look you see something different???? the deeper you go the more that rises to the top it seems...is there ever really an ending..or is it just always a new beginning? complicated is what it seems to be...everyone seems to be so at peace with who they are...how is it possible that i do not feel that way? how can everyone i know just be and i have the hardest time to accept it all? why do i feel there is something more then what there is? ...gawd..you would think i would have stopped typing by now...but no i just keep writing what my mind is thinking..well thank gawd there is the phone...so i will exit..and stop boring everyone.. |
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 I often wonder if it is me or do I just seek things that are not possible. Do I over think situations and Ppeople as so I do not get to experience them or is it that I look for something that isnt truly out there. I guess time will tell. For like most of my life I feel like I am lost in the dark needing Ssomeone to show me the light.... |
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. I enjoy being around Dominants who truly know how to treat a eager submissive. submission is something that you are born with there is no way to deny what your heart aches for. respect is given when respect is earned. being submissive does not mean i am a doormat to all Dominants. 
