So a Random thought:

I've noticed my self just sort of Skipping my way through Profiles on here, just out of pure boredom, and I noticed some of these Buttocks I randomly see because you insist it be your Default, are Men's and I just have to give my Kudos to some of you guys... My ass doesn't even look good in some of the things your wear...

I'm not even sure if this will make any sense how I say it, but it was on my mind.

"Take what you want, then Earn what you get."

Yes Sounds a little Backwards doesn't it? You think it should be "Earn what you want, then take what you get"?

We'll I'll Explain why it isn't so for me.

To take something requires skill and strategy, to keep it takes power and will.

To get what you want needs to be earned, Yes I know how that sounds from a Submissive, but none the less it is true.

Let me explain again.

Obviously if you are taking what you want, what you get is what you had taken. You earned what you got just by taking it. Earned it, because it took Knowledge and common sense to build Strategy and skill.

Blah blah blah... I read that whole thing and even as I was typing it I understood what I meant, Does anyone get what I'm trying to say? or agree with it if you understood?

(May be deleting this Entry due to the lack of sense it makes...Posting it now just to see if there are any thoughts or ideas on the subject.)

ADDITION:

Some one explained that they understood and gave some insight which was a much better way of explaining..

Through intelligence, you earn what you take.

Is the VideoChat messing up for anyone else besides me today?

Dying my Hair Right now ^_^

So I find it ridiculously humorous that AFTER I post a salute (in which was all on my accord) I am NOW getting messages about being reported, getting banned soon, and asking weather I am a male... Now that's simply Hilarious! :)

Why I chose the name YourRaggedyAnn.

Raggedy Ann if some people do not know is a doll that was created by (if i remember right) Johnny Gruelle for his Daughter in 1915. When you think of dolls what do you think? Pink? Porcelain? Lacey? Curly hair with Bows? Well you'd be correct about most other dolls but not the raggedy Ann doll. This doll had Bright unnatural red hair which was made of yarn, and by no means was she Porcelain, poke her and her stuffing came out. She was a rag doll. She was much less than perfect! Her stitching could come undone and you'd dirty her with one drop to the Ground. Although the great thing about her was throw her in the wash and stitch her back up she was as good as new. She was always smiling. She had raggedy clothes but yet everyone still liked her and wanted to own one.

(I Doodled the Above)

This is the doll that appealed to me the most out of all others. (Mainly because my grandmother would never let me have her) I didn't want a Barbie! I didn't want a My little Pony! I just wanted this little cloth doll. Raggedy as she was, she was still beautiful to me.

And this is how I wish to be perceived by others.

I may be

Raggedy on the Outside

but

Beautiful on the inside!

(Least I hope)

What I would have chosen if YourRaggedyAnn had been taken.

My Second choice would have been something creative with the Pippi Longstocking Character. Why I would have chosen her is because she had a very strong personality, one I can relate to. She was a Very Outgoing and Random Girl who was out of the ordinary. She was a very polite young Girl as well. She had a sense of style that was all her own and she believed you could do anything, and when she believed she could do anything it came true. She always wanted to have an adventure!

Not too mention she also had a pet monkey who was her friend and that's pretty fricken' Spectacular!

So it's came to my realization that if you Men all way back when could have just ignored that our Chests were abnormally larger then your own. Bras could have been optional to this day.

It has came to my Attention that I either need to grow up or most of you need to gain a sense of humor!

(Yes the Above is a Shaking Panda butt.)

Ok, You know that I either go on WAY too many Perverted sites or friends send me too many Perverted Links that I'm Dumb enough to click on when I go to put in an application online the first thing I type in is "Toys" and the first things that pop up in my history is sex toys...  

Dear Internet History... I hate you... I wanted ToysRus.com not Dildos and Vibrators!!

PS. No I do not look up Dildos and Vibrators in my Spare time... Honest I swear :)

So, I was out Job Hunting today, very much hoping for some calls, Tomorrow or the next day I will be calling them. Hoping these aren't just "Don't call us, We'll call you" sort of deals, because I don't give up so easily. :)

So Today was my Brothers Birthday and he was in Town from Pittsburgh to Celebrate it. We went to the Chinese buffet, and the Fortune they had Given me in my Cookie read:

"Courtesy is one of the best peacemakers"

I felt as this Was Perfect for me, and I also Wanted to share the Words of wisdom. This also reminded me of some of my own Personal Favorite quotes in which I'd like to share.

1. "An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind." (Most favorite)
2. "Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony."
3. "Hate the sin, love the sinner."
4. "I want freedom for the full expression of my personality."
5. "You must be the change you want to see in the world."
6. "You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty."

(If I remember correctly all of which are Gandhi Quotes. If I have placed a quote in there which was not said by Gandhi I apologize now for the Ignorance)

I know this Response was Fairly fast but mind you I had been Thinking for a couple of days.

So in my Quest for trying to understand my own self (Wants and Desires). I have Discovered the Following & still Pondering:

I. (As Stated in my Last Journal Entry with some Additions)

"I am NOT a Fuckhole and I am certainly not Worthless and I will not feel or Act as though I am just for your amusement. I am CERTAINLY not a goddess, I am not Beautiful and No one is ever perfect, I may Deserve some things but I most defiantly do NOT deserve everything, I do not need to be spoiled as I can Spoil myself If I so desire. I am Powerful in my mind and in my thoughts(or at least I believe so), but for physical Strength I have Practically none... I want NO ONE to bow down to me."   I am also NOT a "slut" nor am I a "Bitch" if there is one thing I do deserve it is respect and although I do not expect full out respect by anyone just starting to talk to me I do deserve it at some point, I would not allow myself to be treated like a dog (Although I myself treat my pups great :D)


II. I am here because I AM a submissive. I wonder and seek so many answers to so many questions. I am submissive because of two reasons. Reason one: I like to push myself, I like to go to my breaking point. Why this is, is because I want to know just what it is I would feel, what thoughts would be going through my mind in certain scenarios, and then is it what I thought would have been? How far could I go? Just how strong is my will? Whats my Breaking point? Reason two: Not only do I want to feel and think of my own reaction, but I want to see, feel and hear what goes through the mind of a dominant. Just what is it they feel at a certain moment? What are they thinking about, just what is it do they curious enough believe me to be thinking? So then why Not just Be a Dominant? Just why do I chose to be the Submissive? This I believe to be is because I like to feel Physically what it is my emotions would be, where as I want to only Wonder of what theirs is. I like Fear, and I want to see just how far my own fear could Drive me. Trust, I want to be able to give my Trust, that emotion and Feeling. How much Trust could I really put into a Person? How far could I go with Trusting another?

III. I'm Sexually Aroused by giving up Control.

Still Trying to Question myself and reach a better Understanding. Now I ask you the Same Questions.

Why are you here?
What makes you submissive/Dominant?
What Makes you More of one thing than the other?

If you are a Switch, I do encourage you to change the Questions Around to meet your own case.

So as of late (Meaning the last couple of days) I have been wondering just what it is I am doing here. All I read around here is Women Saying things Like:

(Submissive/Slaves)
I am Nothing but a Fuckhole, I am worthless

(Dominants)
I am a goddess, I am Beautiful and Perfect, I deserve everything, Spoil me, I am Powerful, Bow down to me


I am NOT a Fuckhole and I am certainly not Worthless and I will not feel or Act as though I am just for your amusement. I am CERTAINLY not a goddess, I am not Beautiful and No one is ever perfect, I may Deserve some things but I most defiantly do NOT deserve everything, I do not need to be spoiled as I can Spoil myself If I so desire. I am Powerful in my mind and in my thoughts(or at least I believe so), but for physical Strength I have Practically none... I want NO ONE to bow down to me.

So why am I here? What makes me submissive? What Makes me More Submissive than Dominant?


And As much as I want to Answer you these, I am still Trying to Figure that out. I do though Hope to have answers to my own questions by tomorrow.

So Something I just do not get

You men, and yes I mean men and men only. For some reason I keep getting these messages:

"...love to take care of you and your boy like a real father outta"

First off, the way you say that is just plain creepy.

Secondly, My son Doesn't have a Father around for a reason(We didn't get along). He STILL loves his son and theres no one who could replace him as a father.

Thridly, even if his father was a lowlife piece of crap. I do not need anyone to be my son's father. My son could use a strong male figure to look up to, but he does NOT need another father!!

Stop being Creepy!

Please and Thank you

-Timm

PS. I think I had too much fun with emotes  

This Journal Entry is Basically Just to test weather the Site allows PNG & GIF images.

Th Below is all of my Own Work.

These are of Friends and/or myself

I clearly have too much fun goofing off perhaps it's time for me to Buckle down and put on my serious face!

Ok I don't want to lie to you people I do not have much of a serious face.

(Although when having a real conversation I do Mature just a tad bit)

Anyone out there Willing to have a good In Depth Conversation?!

I keep trying to fill out my profile with more and more detail as it comes to me. There will be some additions to my profile as the thoughts come to me. Adding a little bit of more facts about myself. so that you can get a better gist of who I am.

Let me see If I got this right....

If I was a Dominant or Willing to Take extremely Slutty pictures of myself... I could tell people who don't even know me to buy me things and Spoil me....

HELL MAYBE I PICKED THE WRONG ROLE TO PLAY

Damn you fetishes of mine... -_- lol

LET ME GET ONE THING CLEAR!

I do not like to bitch nor do I like reading your Bitchy Journal entries.

(Although I feel that this one is needed.)

There are two things that bug me the most about this and I'm sure I'll get some hate mail for this entry (which I myself am willing to take).

Numero Uno

I've been seeing this a lot lately with the male Dominants and even some female ones.

YOU ARE NOT THE GIFT TO US SUBMISSIVES / SLAVES!

(Although we LOVE to act like you are)

If it weren't for the sub/slaves must of you lovely Men and Women would either:

1. Never get your sexual fix
2. Be locked up for Battery and/or rape

Numero Dos

This I see more with the female Dominants.

 OWN THEIR WALLETS?! ARE YOU A DOMINANT OR JUST A GOLD DIGGER?
 

(Although your submissive/slave may WANT you to own their wallet) 

It's quite clear what I'm getting at with this one. Women if you are only here because you don't want to work, and are just gold diggers do these poor submissive/slave boys a favor and just tell them. 

*sits back patiently for the hate mail*
 

♥ ♥ ♥ YourRaggedyAnn / Timm ♥ ♥ ♥ 

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!

Please Remember! Don't Drink or Party too hard!

If you are taking your Children out or letting them go out by themselves:

STAY SAFE & Check all Candy for Puncture marks!

So I just made a Little Video(Pretty Pointless one Might I add) But It was fun ^_^

I had Just Taken a Quiz and These were my Results...

Quiz Link here:

http://quizfarm.com/quizzes/Sex/poeticthinker/do-you-have-an-inclination-for-bdsm/

You Scored as Degradation Lover

(((Note: This quiz is not totally comprehensive because of the length such a quiz would be. I kept it sex-based because I felt that psychological profiles and motivations were too complicated and vary too greatly among people that practice BDSM.))) So you like to feel horrible. As long as you don't believe it outside of the bedroom, you aren't being unhealthy. Remember your bedroom role as opposed to your role in your own relationship. With that being said, have fun.