Okay so I've been answering emails all day. I'm very upset with the results. Maybe I wasn't clear enough. I really wish people would read my journal entries before they message me. It's been a complete waste of time. *sigh* Okay, let me restate and clarify somethings.
 

1. I am not a barbie. I don't wear make up or heels every day. I don't have the perfect body. I like to wake up feeling refreshed and nude. Free. I'm curvy. Extremely short and curvy. I have no intention of loosing weight or changing. I like my body and the way I look. I AM A GEEK. I  am SO uncoordinated. Really. I fall every time I'm in heels. I like converses and flats. I like heels don't get me wrong; I look really sexy in heels. I don't want to wear them every day. 
2. I've decided upon no Dom/sub couples with sister-subs or Dom/alpha-sub couples.  I mean there is always that one in a million chance, but I doubt it. I mean we would have to gel on EVERY level. I think it's like the rule on "He's Just Not That Into You". If it ever happens they're the exception, and everyone else is the rule. I don't want to share my Daddy or Mother. With anyone. Period. I love my subbie friends, but I don't want them pawing at my Dominant. I'm a protective violent little thing. Rawr. That doesn't mean I'm insecure or young; I'm just old-fashion. I want one lover who can be more than 7 billion other people. I don't want to be an "alpha sub". Hello! I'm a submissive. I don't Dom others in a relationship. It's just not my thing. If I had an offer from a Dom Male/sub male couple maybe. But with every heterosexual Dom/Domme couple I meet: I love the woman and have no desire towards the man.
3. Darn it if you are going to message me HAVE AT LEAST A FRIGGIN PICTURE ATTACHED IF YOU DON'T HAVE PICTURES ON YOUR PROFILE. Gir.
4. I appreciate all the help and advice older Doms, Dommes, and subs are giving me-- when it's done the right way. Don't come to me telling me I am not a submissive or my views are wrong. You don't know. You don't know what goes on in my head. All anyone knows is what I tell them. My future Dominant is the only one I'm going to let in my mind. I know who and what I am. And it's much more than what you have written on a label.

Bottom line: I'm a human, not a barbie. I don't want poly. Please message me with a picture if you don't have them on your profile. Please, please, don't message me telling me what's wrong with me and who I am. I'm really about to lose it. I'm a very peaceful person, but jimeny! 
 
Thank you for reading. :)

Okay so I've had tons of people say their should be a picture of me smiling.  I'm annoyed with that already. I can't smile. I just don't have the face for it. But here. It is a picture with a smile. Gir. It's old, but oh well. ^-^

Every time I get on this site it's like a roller coaster. (Speaking of did you know the first roller coaster was just an old mining cart on a hill?) I'm taking a nap. Ha, be back soon. :) NO! I'll watch the Breakfast Club again!!!! John Bender <3 My love. 

OH NOW I START GETTING COMPLIMENTS ON MY AWESOME PROFILE! THAT I JUST CHANGED AGAIN. COME ON! RAAAAAAAAAWR. (NOT ROAR. RAWR.)

There. Changed it again. *sighs* Someone better actually read it. ^-^

If I have one more Dom say I repeated myself: I'm going to go insane. Let me edit this thing. Honestly, I can't be lazy on this site can I? ^-^

Well I'm back.. Hi :) Anyone who still wants to talk to me should re-read my profile. It's changed a lot, as have I.

Another long day! Geez! Haven't written anyone back! I'm sorry!

Really busy day. :/ Sorry if I didn't reply to your email today; I'll defiantly get to it tomorrow! I have another long day ahead of me though! So I best be off to bed! Goodnight ^-^

Well today has been quite a day... Hmmm... I think I should sit down with myself and consider how I feel about "sisters".... Hmmm... I'm not sure if it's a limit I have or if it's just something society has installed in me as a taboo... Hmmm... I don't know.... Hmmm... I suppose... It's... A bit of both... Hmm... Well... I'm very selfish with things that I see as mine. Even as a child I would never share my favorite toys, and if someone dared touch them there was hell to pay... It was only one two though... This light blue velvet bear.. His name was Blue. (Yeah, I know, real creative. I was like 4.) I never shared him. Not even with my sister. I had him for years. Then I lost him in a house fire and cried for weeks... Society says relationships should be between one woman and one man. (American society, what bullshit. Or maybe it's just the South.) You can't touch or look at anyone else in that way. And if you do you'll lose that person. Or if he does you'll lose him... Why?... Why is the question... Humans are animals, but supposedly much more complex sophisticated animals. So why do we share territorial feelings over others? Why are we monogamous creatures?... Is it love? Can you really only love one person?... Or is love infinite?... Hmm... A part of me wants to blame fairy tales. You don't see Prince Charming running around in a "family" with Snow White and Cinderella. He does them each in separate stories! And every one gets a "happily ever after"... I wonder if Snow White and Cinderella would like each other... Of course they would. They're princesses. They'd love each other simply because only the bad guys are aloud to hate... Am I a bad girl?... Hmmm... I would rip someones throat out for touching my Prince. But what if... What if  I loved her.... Again this begs the question can anyone love, truly love, more than one person?

Let me just restate this since people don't listen very well.

I DO NOT REPLY TO EMAILS UNLESS SOMEONE HAS A FULL PROFILE WITH PICTURES.

Mostly of themselves. I don't usually reply when it's of random internet pics.

I don't reply if your name is something like Daddy4slut or Hungmaster53.

I don't reply if you have a cock as your profile picture.

I don't reply if you're sending me perverted crap or rules.

I don't reply to super short messages, especially if they only say "Hi".

*angry face*

Sooo... Just watched Peter Pan and Silver Linings Playbook. It's actually a really good movie. (I'm talking about Silver Linings Playbook, obviously Peter Pan is amazing.) It's about to clinically insane people falling in love. The plot is... A bit predictable, but Jenifer Lawrence is so... Yummy I promise you won't notice! I recommend it. I think I may watch the Labyrinth or The Princess Bride in a little bit.

I'm thinking of updating my profile to include a few more things I'm interested in or to clarify somethings. I kinda wanna dress up like a kitty tonight! Maybe, after I work out and shower again... Gosh I love my shower.... Hmmm... I'm feeling a bit... Off today, not my usual self. Maybe I need to write in one of my novels. My writing today doesn't have it's usual feel... Words aren't coming to me... Hmmm.... Maybe I'm distracted... Or hungry.... Now that I think about it I really want a cupcake! ^-^ 

I sound like an idiot! xD Oh well. 

Dani

So I've done the housework, showered, eaten, and went to the store. Time to cuddle up with Adenn (my teddy) and watch Peter Pan! (Again.) ^^ Hope everyone has a good day. 

My subbie friend gave me the greatest idea to take bunny pictures! They look so cute! I think I'm gonna put one on the site. ^^

Yay! CM is working again! I can reply to my friends! ^^

(An hour later...)

So... Most of the Dominants messaging me have names like "Daddy4slut" or "Hungmaster" and have pictures of their (supposed) cocks or of girls sucking they cocks.... I'm sitting here thinking... Do I have a sticker stamped on my forehead that says "perverts come hither"? Geez... I'm looking for serious long term things. I see anyone with a screen name or a cock as their profile-- as a joke. I don't know why, but pictures of nude women doesn't bother me. But cock pictures do. I suppose that makes me a bit hypocritical or sexist. Hmmm.... Maybe I shouldn't post this journal... Then again what good is it going to do me to hide parts of myself or my opinions? If what I'm thinking is wrong or right, I need to be told so. If it's neutral then that's good too. 

Lol, and thank you all who were concerned enough to message me. You're very kind. <3 ^-^

Your Cuddly Dani

Is anyone else having trouble with the site today? It keeps not letting me log in! And it won't let me send messages. Is anyone else having problems or knows what's going on? I'm so sorry to anyone that is waiting for a reply! I have no idea what's wrong with CollarMe or my computer! :( I'm sad now. I can't even talk to my subbie friends... 

So a few people I've met on here don't actually wanna talk on this site. I personally don't understand that. I'm not giving out personal info as soon as I meet someone! I'm going to put a proof pic up tomorrow, so that there will be no more "it's to prove who you are" bullcrap. Geez. I'm sorry. I'm just cautious. 

A Dom today sent me a very racist email. I don't understand why he thought that I would like that. Or what makes him think that since I'm a sub I would let him talk to me that way. I submit to my Dominant. No one else. I won't be pushed around. Another Dominant told me I wasn't a "true sub" because I wouldn't put make up and sky high heels on every day. I'm only human. I don't want Dominant that values my looks so highly it's his most important rule. (Literally he said that was his most important rule.) But he's young. I don't like young Doms. They're always so rude. Honestly, he can't be much of a Dom if he thinks heels and sex appeal make a sub. Geez. I'm an intelligent girl with an amazing personality, not just good looks. I only recently "blossomed" and grew into my adult beauty. Sometimes I wish I was still that pear shaped 12 year old with the baggy sweat shirt and glasses. 

Your Cuddly (A Bit Discouraged) Dani

Ok, so my messages aren't sending. Has anyone else had this problem? I can only reply to certain people, randomly of the computer's choosing.... Maybe this is fate saving me from replying to all my messages. (Which is a LOT of work, in case you didn't know.)

I've received many offers to join poly households. I'm not interested in poly, honestly. I want a Mother and a Father at the moment. And I don't want to share them. I don't want an alpha submissive Mother either. I mean maybe, if I didn't really notice that she was submissive then maybe. But other than that... There are very slim chances I'd join a poly household.

• Maybe if... The couple was both Dominant, and the other sub was supposed like a sister to me. But I have a very specific age range for that 18-19. And I'd have to really, really like her.
• Maybe if... The couple was made of a Dom and an alpha submissive, but only if the alpha submissive wanted me just as much as the Dominant. I'm not putting myself on any sub's Dom unless she or he wants me there. End of story. Yeah Doms have more sway, but this is a very, very touchy thing. I won't be the one to ruin someone's happiness. And a Dom that would will get no respect from me. But, I'm not going to do that to anyone.
• Maybe if... I had met the subs first and fallen in love with them BEFORE I met their Dominants.

I'm sure there are more circumstances, but I can't think of any right now. Basically, I'm a selfish little girl, and if I do find a Mommy and Daddy, I want them to be ALL mine. I want all their affection and attention. I realize I sound selfish, but children usually are with their parents.

Thanks for reading,

Your Cuddly Dani ^-^

I've learned so much and met so many interesting people already! It seems there are a lot more types of Dominants than I realized! And I'm very much leaning towards a Mother and Father Dominant couple! I love the idea, can't wait to experience the reality. ^^

YourCuddleyDani

Also I suppose I should take a pic of me holding up a sign with my user name and such. No one has asked me to, but it's something I've noticed. ^^

Oh my first day here! I have sooooo many messages! I'm sorry if I take awhile to respond! I don't want to ignore anyone! Please be patient with me! >.<