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darkangel
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Hey, if your reading this, i've obviously sparked your interest. Hopefully from the pictures,you like what you see, and want to get to know me beyond just my looks. I see myself as a switch, i believe that each relationship holds a degree of power and how that power is shared, depends on the person. I can be both Top and bottom, in control and out of it. The proverbial Ying and Yang.It all depends on how we mesh. I am quite inexperienced but i have had a little experience with a wonderful domme,although her love went elsewhere in the end. I am looking for anything from friendship, to a lover, to a relationship. I live in Bristol but am frequently back in London. I hope to talk,and possibly more, with whoever reads this soon.
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I know there are probably very few fake male accounts,but i have been accused of it a couple o times. I can happily prove this is who i say i am, its just most pictures of me arent very flattering.
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I'm back in london,at least for a few months!!!Not that really matters to anyone,but if thats the reason no-one talked to me,its now remedied because im back in LDN!!!! |
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God i need to find a kinky better half!!!I came in last night from a night out with my friends and i was just so desperate for a beautiful girl to spank me.I have a real fetish for spanking(giving/receiving) and im just in a place right now where i would love to meet some lovely kinky girls who just want to use,abuse and more over, take me over their knee.If there are any women in Bristol or London who want a young and keen guy for fun,please pleaseeeeeeee let me know! |
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Another rant this isnt.This is just me being annoyed at this site and my gender. When i discovered this site, i was quite happy as i find Alt to be a bit poor unless you pay for the priveledge to talk to people. This website has that amazing bonus of being free. So when i signed up it was with some hope that a might actually find someone (Top or bottom) and who is actually round my age. However, i feel slightly let down now. Firstly,because i wish more women would talk to me, i havent really met anyone on here (not even to talk to). I know i havent got all that much to offer but still, i feel bit sad about it. Secondly, im pissed off about all the bloody men on here!I wonder how hard it is for some women, as from reading quite a few profiles, it seems like if your half pretty etc, your hounded by every Tom,Dick and Harry. This is truelly annoying as i feel it means that many women dont even read my messages etc as they see it as more spam. I dont really know what the point of this ramble is. Maybe its in some vain hope that some girl might actually find me interesting and wish to talk (hopefully someone intelligent as it is something i look for!). |
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New entry!!!I've decided to write an update because a few people have mentioned it when talking to me,and i thought it was time for a new ramble.
Valentine's day is coming up......does anyone else think that its kind of over-commercialised,saying that,isnt everything today.I do have a girlfriend this year but,the thing is i would have finished it by know if V day wasnt coming up.I dont know if thats harsh or kind but i just dont want to break her heart just before. I havent been all there with her for a while and maybe she has picked up on it.Its just that im not happy with her,i think that i havent been really from the start.I have a low opinion of myself and went out with her because she asked.But,from going out with her,i feel i can do better and even if im alone again for a long stretch,i think its better than being in a shame of a relationship where im not happy. I really love being in a relationship and its scary as hell knowing im going to be on my own again soon.......
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I feel like i want to add another entry to my journal on here,as firstly someone read it and actually understood where i was coming from(i thank ye for it) and seconndly i just read it back and o my god i clearly was in a bad mood.Ill leave it up because it reflects who i am,even if that scares potential ladies away.
Anyway,know i have that off my chest lets get to the rambling randomness of my diatribes. Im just laying here in bed at this moment in time,reading a brilliant book called the 'God Delusion' by Richard Dawkins.Its a good read and will challenge people's faith if they have any. Im also having some weed(i know,i know, its bad but ill do it if i damn well want to) and just mellowing out.I feel weed helps me write,i have had aspirations of writing,i have some ability but maybe not the focus,which is kind of my topic today.I dont know why but its what springs to mind.
Ive realised since coming to university last year that its a great assett that i lack,and although i can see that i need to focus more,i seem to do nothing about it. This might seem rather big headed,but im rather intelligent and ive always felt i could aspire to great things.But,focus seems to be my achilles heal. I really feel that if i had someone in my life to help me and encourage me it'd become a better man for it.I dont even think i'd need a dominant woman(although it would be nice) as i feel i just need the support of someone who will help me to achieve what im very well capable to do. Its strange to know that i have potential and yet i knowingly squander my talents by doing nothing.I know that ill be alright in the end,but i feel im just pissing my life away doing nothing incredible constructive. Stranger still that i feel rather content with my lot in life at the moment,although i know i lack those two key pieces to make me complete. I need focus and i need someone in my life to love and stand by me.
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Not that it seems like anyone will be too interested,but i turned 21 yesterday.Another periously boring day that smacks off being a loner in the midst of many 'friends'.I use the word friends lightly as,although i know alot of them are,many seem like they dont care about being friends with me much.pah,and i thought the teen angst would go when i stopped being a teenager.another lie the world tells you to keep you going,and another lie that shatters before you.god,im certainly a bag of fun,although what is a bag of fun to be honest.i imagine a bag of fun to contain small kittens and puppies with a baseball bat and well close at hand.(I joke for all those members of the RSPCA,i am infact a pet person).If anyone reading this wishing to garner me with some attention,your weird,as this entry makes me look slightly unhinged......emphasis on the word looks as i believe i am a wise head on young shoulders.well enjoy your day random reader.x |
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