Last night was pretty intense. Daddy and i got into an argument, something silly, things happen. What happened after was the good part. He hogtied me for the first time ever. I like being restrained, but had always been kindof afraid of that particular type of restraint.
It was exhilarating. After the restraints were in place, he blindfolded me and sat his laptop on my ass. We stayed that way for a good half an hour, although he had to reposition one of my hands at one point. He played video games and chatted with a few friends. Every once in a while he would caress my ass or stroke my hair, while checking the restraints to make sure my circulation was ok.
i was uncomfortable, and it was a little bit painful, but i loved it. i was so happy to be serving Him in a way that He desired, even if it made me uncomfortable or nervous. For the second time ever, i had entered sub space. after He untied me, He wrapped his arms around me and stared into my eyes. He had this amazing look on His face, like i had given Him a gift that only we could ever understand. We fell asleep that way, holding each other.
i cannot explain how much deeper our relationship has become because of the changes we have made recently. He is my everything and look forward to seeing where He can take me.
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