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That being said, I've found what I've been searching for. Someone that is able to captivate and control my mind before laying a hand on me. Someone that I look forward to exploring with. Something I had started to believe was impossible, but clearly isn't.
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And a bit of a different way of looking at things ;)
"Woman is the devine object violated, endlessly sacrificed yet always reborn, whose only joy, achieved through a subtle interplay of images, lies in contemplation of herself."
"If you do tie her up from time to time, or whip her just a little and she begins to like it, that's no good. You have to get past the pleasure stage. Until you reach the stage of tears."
"Ordinary life does not interest me. I seek only the high moments. I am in accord with the surrealists searching for the marvelous."
"The pleasure of those who injure you lies in your pain. Therefore they will suffer if you take away their pleasure by not feeling pain."
"We tend to think of the erotic as an easy, tantalizing, sexual arousal. I speak of the erotic as the deepest life force. A force which moves us toward living in a fundamental way."
"Oh be careful Anais, abnormal pleasures kill the taste for normal ones."
^^ Isn't this the truth!
"There was no reality to pain when it left one, though while it held one fast, all other realities faded."
"Cruelty is one of the chief ingredients of love, and divided about equally between the sexes: cruelty of lust, ingrattitude, callousness, maltreatment, domination. The same is true of the passive qualities, patience and understanding and suffering, even pleasure in ill usage."
"The sadistic person is as dependent on the submissive person as the latter is on the former; neither can live without the other. The difference is only that the sadistic person commands, exploits, hurts, humiliates, and that the masochistic person is commanded, exploited, hurt, humiliated-this is a considerable difference in a realistic sense; in a deeper emotional sense the difference is not so great as that which they both have in common: fusion without integrity."
"I will do things to your mind that you will wish you had the strength to deny."
"To submit to another means to allow your mind to rest, to place your body in the path of consumate pleasure and to give a gift that should be masterfully taken?"
"We don't need to be taken care of, but we want to be. We're not helpless weaklings, but we want a man who can stand up to us. We're not generally submissive people but when we meet the right man, we want to submit, to him." :)
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More quote as I'm still somehow stuck in that mood. Aaah the contemplative state of mind :)
"Its as if he's the perfect male counterpart to my own self, each of us giving the other an extension of the life we believe in living." SP
"Given involuntarily and in an atmosphere of distrust, pain is torture, whatever the motive-but given conensually between equals, pain can be a most incredible form of love."
" I saw the dreamer in her had fallen in love with me and she did not know it. That moment the dreamer in me fell in love with her and I knew it." Ted Hughes
"Nobody wanted your dance, nobody wanted your strange glitter, your floundering drowning life and your effort to save yourself. Treading water, dancing dark turmoil, looking for something to give." TH
"I wrote it alone, for him, to interest him, to please him, to occupy him. I wasn't young not particuarly pretty. I needed something which might interest a man like him."
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In some kind of a mood this evening. I've stumbled across repeated quotes that each struck something deep within me. I'm a lover of quotes and the sayings of others as it is, they may not always mean something to us at that present time but someday they may just as well as they mean something to someone reading. Some of you may understand and relate, feel free to share your thoughts if you'd like. For those that don't understand, keep moving, no rude comments please, even you could take something from these words :)
"We melt into each other with phrases. We are edged with mist. We make an unsubstantial territory." Virginia Woolf
"I wish you could live in my brain for a week, it's washed with the most violent waves of emotion." Virginia Woolf
"Every secret of a writer's soul, every experience of his life, every quality of his mind is written large in his works." Virginia Woolf
"I like people to be unhappy because I like them to have souls." Sylvia Plath
"He said: 'It's all in your head; and I said 'so is everything' but he didn't get it." SP
"I desired always to stretch the night and fill it fuller and fuller with dreams." SP
" I don't think you know this mind as well as you think you do. I have things in my head that would scare you off in a cold heartbeat, things that would addict you to me for eternity."
"I am made and remade continually. Different people draw different words from me." VW
"Each has his own past shut up in him like the leaves of a book known to him by heart and his friends can only read the title."
"Her hearing was keener than his and she heard sillence he was unaware of."
"As I was walking up the stair, I met a man who wasn't there. He wasn't there again today. I wish, I wish he'd go away."
"From childhoods hour I have not been as others were-\
I have not seen as others saw-
I could not bring my passions from a common spring." Edgar Allan Poe
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And I'd choose you;
in a hundred lifetimes,
in a hundred worlds,
in any version of reality,
I'd find you and I'd choose you. |
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"I admit, I was afraid to love, not just love, but love her. For she was a stunning mystery. She carried things deep inside her that no one has yet to understand, and I was afraid to fall like the others. She was the ocean and I was just a boy who loved the waves but was completely terrified to swim." -Christopher Poindexter |
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"I have a thing for intellectuals. I appreciate a good mind fuck every now and then." :) |
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"I will hold her here. Denying what she wants until her other side shows. The one she keeps at unfortunate distances. The one she fears will ruin everything. The one she can't fit in boxes. I will hold her here, over the edge of the cliff, fighting her denial with mine. I will make her tell me. She is telling herself. When the words leave her lips she will fall into prayer. It will pour out of her. She will speak in tongues." |
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It's odd, being beaten-it quiets your mind and opens you to pleasure. It turns off the internal dialogue. |
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| Age: 26 |
| San Francisco Bay,
California |
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