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I am a submissive female looking for like minded people to discuss the lifestyle with as I am kind of new. I am currently paired in a non-sexual D and S relationship with a switch that I have known for a long time that brought me into the lifestyle and I am currently trying to find a way to bring my significant into the lifestyle, he has a dominate nature, but is nervous about play. I would like to talk to some more serious Doms and Subs about the lifestyle to try to find a way to become a better submissive and bring out his dominance a little more in the bed room. Open to nonsexual online training with EXPERIENCED doms only. I had a previous Dom that agreed to this but couldn't draw the line and I would like for that not to happen again.

10/13/2011 1:28:34 PM This is the second part of my first post. I previously stated a fear of my training Doms disapproval, for even though he is a training Dom he has still honored me with the chance to become a proper submissive while being understanding my situation. I have met a few Doms on here that have gone as far as to mock me for my request and I was starting to feel a little mislead by the site, or better yet I thought that I mislead myself and was being disillusioned. But, thanks to.my Sir, I know see that what I had originally thought was true after all that a beautiful and intricate D and S lifestyle can be had without the sexual aspects because for some that it not what it is about. It is about the enhancement of certain emotions and lack there of of others. The pride of pleaseing ones Sir or the lack of worry about what others think or the fear of something going wrong in your vanilla life.

10/13/2011 12:49:10 PM This is my first journal entry and my current Sir Crazyone43, he has graciously agreed to train me. He has allowed this post to be a sort of free style. I am very excited about being properly trained yet nervous. I worry that I will do something that displeases my Sir, or that my current situation and boundries will wear on him until he feels he will no longer be able to train me. I want to prove myself as a proper sub to my Sit even if I am only a trainee.