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I've been looking for a submissive, someone who enjoys pain, as I have a dark passenger of my own, and to control it, I require an outlet for my sadism.
A bit about me, mostly service top, all sadist.
More to come.



"Without my dominance you cannot submit. Without your submission I cannot dominate. You are my equal in this, though our roles are different."
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Valyraen


10/28/2009 11:16:49 AM
Looking again.
Prefer someone to play with, edgy pain play with bondage.
No sex required, in fact, I'm not really looking for that, as I have that covered.

I just want to hurt you...

;)
10/28/2009 11:12:18 AM
7/12/2009 7:45:34 PM
Wow, I was prepared to type the exact same thing in my new entry as was in my last entry.
I'm really sick of all this...
10/26/2008 9:52:43 PM
Just time for an update.
I am lonely, and rather downtrodden by peoples judgement of my age.
And thus, I will stop e-mailing people first.
To hell with it, ya know?
I have a bit of experience with Shibari, so if you'd like to know anything about that, or borderline antisocial personality disorder, or just want to chat, just give me a message.
:) 
-Spider
9/16/2008 7:16:12 PM
Looking for willing submissive...
After having been lied to by my last sub, I am looking for a sub who knows what she is talking about and is honestly interested in being a sub.
A bit about me:
I have been into the lifestyle for a few years, I've had quite a few subs, unfortunately none of them have quite matched up to what I am looking for.
I enjoy shibari quite a bit, along with sensation play, including needles, knives, feathers and pain. I am quite the flexible Dom; in as far as I get into whatever my sub gets into.
Kind of a service top, although I would encourage you not to be confused, I am not weak.
I prefer the psychological aspect of the dynamic.
I can be very strict when necessary and am willing to discipline.
I want a sub I can learn from, not just a doormat.
One that is interactive, not just going along with what I say because she doesn’t know any different.
I want a sub that enjoys the smile on my face, not one who just needs to be controlled because she can’t do it herself.
I will break you down, only because then it is that much more fun to build you up.
I will beat you, only because the convalescence is then that much better.
I will tie you up, only because letting go is then that much more freeing.
In the end, I will cherish the power you give me, and love you all the more for it.
I want to dominate someone who wants to submit.
I can be a bit of a sadist at times, (Read, whenever I can) however I am not sick.
I know that the only way to be able to control someone else is to have mastery over oneself first.
I have infinite patience, as my past has taught me the value of time. And thus, I will persevere as long as it takes to find the right sub for me.
I am very open to communication, making friends in the lifestyle, so please don't think that all I want out of this site is a sub, nor do I expect every e-mail to be from a prospective sub.
I am looking for an s-type who knows who she is and what she can offer, and at the same time, knows what she wants and needs. I am also looking for play partners in the meantime.
As well as a Mentor who can help me explore the dynamic and psychology of the lifestyle along with other aspects of my lack of knowledge.
I love to explore, and need companions on this little journey called life.
-Spider
GoddessLuv
 
 Age: 43
 Venice, Florida