So, since I am now in a relationship, any propositions to be my sub/slave will be denied. However, if any propositions to be our sub/slave might be considered. All proposals must be sent directly to me. We are currently looking for bisexual switch/sub males in the New Jersey/Penn (roughly trenton) area under the age of 26 who are Caucasian, physically fit, able to drive themselves, and are free on Fridays and Saturdays. Anyone who does not fall into that category will be either denied or not considered.

Fuck, i lost another guy. i let them fuck me, they disappear. -cries- WHY ? I keep telling them no... but they still go on anyway...

I feel like my heart just got smashed into a thousand pieces... What else is new. :( Note to self: Pancakes aren't helpful to help patch it back together.

So, I've been dropped by my dom like a rock, and my sub ran away after my birthday. At least I still have Kitty and a few friends. But... It's not the same. :(east e

So, Today's the 12th... -sigh- My birthday's tomorrow, and it's another year flashing before my eyes. Yes, I might only be turning 19, but I still feel like this life is going by too fast... I might be in a better mental state than I was several years ago, but the thought still weighs heavily on my mind: If this is what life is about, then something's not right...