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| Just a rather coy, charismatic yet sarcastic masochist whose into bloodplay and clawing more than what should be considered healthy. I'm terrible at describing myself, but a piece of work created by a friend suits me well. He’s smaller than you think; the air he exudes is of tremendous confidence, to the point you find yourself convinced he’s 10 feet tall and are brought crashing back to reality when you stand up to give him a hug. You can’t help wanting to hug him; despite the feeling of animalistic power coming from him, there’s something very endearing about him. You feel safe, looked after… Strange, if you’re not used to it. You find yourself wanting to mother him while the logical side of your brain tells you that this guy clearly doesn’t NEED mothering. He’s lean, maybe even underfed, but by no means scrawny. His scars are evidence of his rebellious nature and the directions it’s taken him. Looking at him, you wouldn’t expect him to have a tattoo, he slots so perfectly into the ‘geek’ image… but then, you wouldn’t expect him to have leather trousers and a pirate shirt, either. Or a fetish for pain. Just goes to show, really. He was born in the wrong era, that much is certain, but you get the feeling he would have been a bit of an oddity in the 80’s as well… What he would have done without the wonder of a computer, I don’t know. Maybe been in a band? I don’t want to think about that too much, not much music is remembered from the 80’s. He doesn’t like feeling, and this makes you sad for some reason… he shouldn’t have to deny feelings just so they won’t get thrown in his face, but you just try telling him that. He prefers it like that, and as long as he’s something resembling happy, you don’t really care. He’s matter-of-fact, blunt; he can be rude to you if he likes you and even ruder if he doesn’t. He sees the world almost in black and white… He either likes you or he doesn’t. Something is either pleasurable or not… I’m not sure he knows what ‘shades of grey’ are. Sometimes he seems terribly naïve, and you have to remind yourself that this guy has gone through so much shit you wouldn’t believe, so taking him at face value is a mistake. He’s an oddity, but one that fits. Make sense? Of course not, anomalies aren’t supposed to.
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