xxasperate

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I am 24 and I have lived in Oklahoma my entire life. I guess I tend to live more on the darker side of life- but there is quite a bit to me , other than the 'cliche' of the darker life. I love horror and suspense movies-I play PC mystery games and a few ps3 games as well, mainly Silent Hill, Fatal Frame, and Dracula. I love music, my tastes are pretty eclectic. Marilyn Manson, Emilie Autumn, Seether, Linkin Park, Deathcab, Nirvana, Eminem, Metallica... I am bi-sexual, and I am attracted to both women and men, I am predominately sub-but I have fallen under the switch catagory. In everyday life: I am a photographer. An artist. I love reading, and I am a complete nerd. I care about people and animals to an extreme, so I tend to "mother" people, which tends to be one reason am typically a sub. I guess it comes down to a few things about me: I am not religious, spiritual maybe. I am by no means perfect, and I guarantee that we will have laughs and moments where neither of us would want to leave; but I also guarantee there will be difficult times as well. I am completely a romantic; my perfect moment is sitting on the couch together being held as we watch a movie together, and going into a scene. When I first meet someone, I'm shy and easy to blush- I give myself over. Maybe to a fault- I believe in love and being with my partner. I change my looks quite a lot, mainly my hair. I have hair past my shoulders that is currently black, previously pink and purple. I am curvy and sometimes I just lounge in boys boxers and baggy shirts, at times skirts or dresses, and the most common would be jeans or tripps and a band shirt. Hoodies are the sex, and I have several. I don't stick to a specific style. I love dressing up, cosplay, lingeria, and bondage. I do drink occasionally (But I warn that I am a severe lightweight..haha), I do not smoke cigarettes--I am not opposed to anyone who drinks or smokes anything. I want to have fun and try new things in my life--so I'm exploring different things. You may not guess it by what I write, but I am attracted to "the bad guy" -- eyes are my weakness. Long hair on guys, eyeliner...or even just a sweet smile. Girls with a killer sense of humor, dorkiness-and is not afraid of herself. I have a lip and tongue piercing, I love tattoos and piercings on a guy. I believe more in personality than looks though. Its about how two people connect. I say I am attracted to a certain persona...which often times conflicts with what I mean as well. Someone strong enough to protect me, but also strong enough to be my best friend. I am self conscious about myself-what person isn't? I deal with it with sarcasm. I love animals, I have two dogs. I can be a total dork, and not afraid to be a little weird. I am pretty liberal when it comes to things, I like talking about everything as well-- Even though I can be pretty shy. Is my page enough of a contradiction yet? I tend to see things from multiple angles. I am up for any questions- I want to be honest and find someone out there for me. Take me as I am. I cannot change my emotions, I am 'me' simply put. There are times I accept that, and there are times where I have a difficult time accepting things even in my own life. I am dorky, sarcastic, into kink and a hopeless romantic. I love sensation play, knife play-and I am looking to explore my sexuality.