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	Hi! I'm new to the lifestyle. I am a slave at heart. Prior to coming into the lifestyle I just didn't have a name for the way that I felt. Now I do. I have a strong desire to serve, I am obedient and eager to please. I am creative, intelligent and funny. I love my life and I am interested in finding someone who is interested in sharing life with me. I have a lot to learn. If you'd like to talk, please send me a message. Thanks! ** And please, if you are looking for an "instant Sub" or think that I should take my clothes off for you the second time we talk....MOVE ALONG!!! I'm soooooooo not that girl! While there is nothing wrong with "that girl", that is not me!**. I have a gift to give, to the right person, the gift of submission." I am not a slave because I have low self esteem. I am a slave because I value service.

12/15/2013 7:15:55 PM

I'm done bargaining
with my fear
It stifles my voice
It may as well be a gag
A collar
It holds my head down
I cast my eyes aside
But I've bloodied my hands
clawing
At the leather
For the last time
Stopped fighting
Relaxed
And Slid out
When fear wasn't looking
Fuck You
You never kept me safe anyway
only quiet

12/2/2013 6:14:04 PM

i wonder if You know

what the sound of Your voice

did to me today

i doubt it

i swear that i could feel You next to me

Could You feel me?

feel how much i longed

to be pressed up against You

You, the man who

i told secrets to

i want You

i want You in a way that i've never wanted anyone before

i want to see You looking down at me

i want you to know

all of the secrets

that i've kept hidden

and i want to hear your voice

again

-L Thomas