December is almost here, we came back to Tulsa in May. So that makes almost 7 months, we were promised our belongings would be returned. At one point told it should be here soon that was months ago. Still we have nothing. Nothing worse than a liar and a thief I don't need nasty letters let's just call a spade a spade. Taylor Swift has a song "MEAN" a little girl says it reminds her of two people her worthless mother and the mean man she once called papa.

My life is wonderful, even in the toughest times, strangers reach out a helping hand, I usually hate the Holidays, someone I loved very much died the day after Christmas a long time ago and since then the Holidays have been full of depression and a real pain in  the ass. But this year is different. I am on a constant high with life in general. I never got to spend Holidays with my former Master, but I am sure that was for the best, one less reminder of my time with him. This year things are tough but I am Happy. My life is Blessed. No one can take that away from me

court rocked today, it will be a long drawn out battle but i got an injuncton preventing her mother further visitation.. We have the time to do it right  yeah yeah

Looking forward to the Holidays, Thanksgiving will be a blast, both my boys, my grandkkids. Life does not get any better than that. Already getting my little Angel birthday presents just 16 days she will be 9 time goes by so fast Hope everyone has Happy Holiday

Working my ass off trying to open an online store, Thank the Gods I get a  new back brace next week from my  doctor.Decisions,decisions, I have family that want me and, my little one to relocate to Tucson, AZ, now today my favorite cousin said she wants us to come to Indiana. I do not care where me and my little Angel are as long as we are away from here. Oklahoma sucks big time.I have court coming up Tuesday, that will play out for quite awhile so I am stuck here for the moment.I am in so much pain even the Oxys do not make it go away.I have so much going against me,but I am happy, I have found  Peace in my life, within myself, nobody can take that away from me. I have gained 20 pounds thinking, I might have to make a trip to the surgeon again and get an adjustment on my band. I am up to 118 lbs. My little Angel had a dinner at her school, and some activities to attend to, my life is so quiet since she is back in school. I used to do all the running around with her but now I stay home and enjoy the quiet and let her daddy take her, she needs to spend as much time with him as she can, because if I win in court, we will be gone within days, no turning back. Life  is an Adventure, Enjoy the Ride

PEACE OUT

Apparently, even though I have been deemed a Lost Slave and have no Master, what I say on here is monitored . So, it would seem I have to be very careful about my choice of words. It is over and done with, I have moved on. Anything I say here, he thinks is a negative about him. Get over yourself, I have. I wish you nothing but good things in your life, Love, Joy & Happiness. A slave that will serve you well. I have not been that for a very long time. We follow different paths, now. I have to much of my own things to worry about and take care of here, I do not need to be reminded that I do fit or meet your standards. Move on with your life, I have. Be Well & Be Safe.

I am having problems with this site it will not let me update my profile so I will put it here. Lost slave or so I am told by my former Master,So shall it be.I have care of a child, which he , something he did not want as a part of his life on a full time basis. We had relocated with him to Reno Nevada with everything we owned in this world. We flew back to Tulsa for doctors appointments, once we were in Tulsa we were told we could not return to Reno We are waiting to see if our belongings will be returned or not. My little angel is disabled, what a lot of people would call damaged, not something my former Master wanted on a full time basis. I felt hurt, abandoned, betrayed, but things happen for a reason. I wish my former Master nothing but Love & Happiness and I hope he finds the slave he seeks, he will never be able to replace me. Right now I am fighting the courts for legal custody of my granddaughter so that I can continue to protect and keep her safe. I would have been very cold and selfish to abandon her to have a life with my former Master for my own selfish reasons. I have no doubts when the time is right I will find the Master that I seek, One who believes a relationship is based on Honesty and Trust. That a Master is the Master because the sub/slave gives up her power to him thus making him the Master.Submission is a gift that is willingly given to the Master the sub/slave chooses to submit to. When the time is right it will happen until then life goes on

PEACE OUT

I have 3 pages of emails waiting for me to read. At the present time I am trying to get everything ready for a very nasty custody battle, so reading and answering emails is not on my top list of priorities at the moment. Keeping my granddaughter safe is number one right now. I just got approved for housing assistance so that I can move into a bigger apartment with a washer and dryer hook-up something we desperately need. I am also in the process of selling just about everything I own of any value for attorney fees. I have tons of musical equipment that belonged to my deceased husband, that I have no use for. Both my grandchildren have chosen what they wish to have the rest will cover attorney fees and when ready to move to Arizona , I will have the money to do just that. My life is not perfect, but I deal with it and accept it for what it is. Wile I truly do miss my former Master, it was just not meant to be. I accept that and I can move on. My life is Blessed that I have a damaged, but beautiful little girl who's love is unconditional and she looks to me to protect her and keep her safe and I will do that at any cost, she has family that will care for her if I am unable to. She will be protected and safe at any costs.

Guess I will know more once we go to court, until then she is with me and I hope it stays that way. My former Master looked at her as baggage he did not want, and that is fine I wish Him all the best in life, that He finds the slave He wants, He will never be able to replace me, He chooses to settle for less than what I had to offer Him, a true slaves Heart.

But I am happy, nothing can replace what I have in my life. There have been good times as well as bad times, but I have hope and that is what makes my days less stressful. My baby girl is home.. So peace out