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Starting 2018 on the right note by torturing a set of balls with a metal ruler was fun. Poor Anarchus. I hope he gets his rest. I'm not done by a long shot |
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I have discovered I do not have the patience for rope play. Fuck that shit. |
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One of my vanilla friends done got herself curious. I offered to walk her through a session. I am not ready to go solo doing sessions so I am inviting her to ride with me to MsB's place for the weekend. I will session with her there. I am so close being comfy doing it on my own. So close. |
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Weekend is almost here. What is my next adventure? I am going to a private bondage party about an hour south of me. |
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Someone asked me in message if I wanted to use my safe word (Domino). I never thought about it. I was too much into the moment and it never crossed my mind. |
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Its like 3 in the morning while I do this entry. I have been the sub since Friday 6pm. WTF? I am going to start off by saying I see the attraction for subbing. The sensations are fucking intense. I was exposed to pains and pleasures one after another. I handled it all rather well and my backside is way past red. Everything done to me was at levels I was able to endure. But damn those fucking edging sessions left me feeling like I have no legs. They had me ready to cum a hundred times then they would back off cold turkey. FUCKKKKK I begged to cum. I did! And then it got worse. Imagine hours of being edged then being being denied at that last second from getting off. And imagine being secured to that cross with your legs spread with a spreader bar. Then imagine four people sitting there watching every detail of your frustration. I am butt fucking naked and my pussy is soaking the floor while all this is going on. My nipples are clamped. My skin is way past tingling. Imagine my excitement and embarrassment dueling each other and all I want is to cum after all this tease and denial shit they put me through. That's all I want. The magic wand had me melted like butter. I know one thing. I will respect those magic wands for the rest of my life. Now imagine being told to get ready to cum because it is about to go into overdrive. OMFG did it ever. I feel like I was cumming for an hour straight. I probably was. They say I went into sub space and stayed there for some time. I remember MsB in my ear whispering "More?" and stupid me said "please". They gave me one more good orgasm while on that cross. Then they took me down and I crashed on the futon behind me. When I came to, MsB was right there with me. I curled up in a ball in her lap. So the question is, will I sub again? All that paddling and flogging and then nails up and down my backside. Having my nipples abused and then rubbed. All that fucking wax poured on me. That fucking wand abusing my clit and my pussy. You fucking better believe I will again. So what do I say about subspace and subdrop? Subspacing was nothing like I ever felt before. Its the greatest high I ever felt. I did not feel the subdrop part much. Maybe because I was not left alone. I can see where being left alone would cause the subdrop. Until next time,,, |
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And now for the other side of the coin. I will be experimenting as a sub this weekend. Not because I feel like subbing, but because it is essential I understand what it is about. I am curious to understand sub-drop more than anything else. So I hope to get that feeling. I will be bound to a St Andrew cross and all kinds of stuff. It should be memorable. So as of tomorrow evening, I am trusting two Dommes with my safety zones. I am nervous as fuck. No shit |
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Why the fuck would I want a slave from India? WTH is wrong with you people? If I want a slave I can find me a local one. |
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I ran into a guy today that I knew was a sub. This guy told me about his sub lifestyle years ago. At the time I yawned at his confession. I guess I found him boring. So today I ran into him and we got to talking. I told him I was on this CS with a profile now. He told me he was on here a long time ago and his opinion of it. It was not a good opinion by the way. Before long we were doing lunch and hanging out. When it was time for me to go get my nails done he asked if he could tag along and offered to pay for it. Well sure! I accepted his offer. One thing led to another and I had him in his apartment stripped naked and on his knees. So this evening I got to kick him in the balls some and a few other fun things I wanted to try. I am reluctant to be kicking a guy in the balls so I held back on my kicks. The flip side is he was loving my black heels kicking him. You guys are a trip. He wants me to accept him as my sub. Maybe I will later but not at this time. In the meantime I will abuse him on the side. |
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I spent lots of time today watching two Dommes do their thing with a 22 year old submissive girl. The welps on her bottom had me captivated. She could not get enough of the leather paddles they were using on a booty cheek each. The whole time I am watching this scene MsB was talking to me about how important it was to not break the skin and other safety issues. Then my turn came and I gave the girl ten good pops with a leather paddle. It felt good to do that to such a nice booty. We ended her session with her wrists secured above her with the restraints attached to a steel rack and her feet spread with a spreader bar. They teased her clit with a pink magic wand until she passed out from forced orgasms. I helped get her off the platform and let her curl up on the futon nearby. MsB sent me to fetch the girl something to drink. She prefers green tea so that is what I brought back. When I got back to the playroom MsB had the girl curled up in her arms and was rocking her. Subs need this I am told. Aftercare and expecting sub-drop are as vital as an actual session. MsB tells me that too many D types fail in this area and I took this to heart. I understood exactly what she meant. I'm learning. |
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Holy shit is this place part of the Walking Dead? Every time I look into messages it is a zombie invasion of jerkoffs begging to move in and be my slave. I do not know none of your asses yet you want me to allow you to invade my home? To live under my roof while you pretend you are my slave? Bullshit! Get a grip mother fuckers. I see thievery, rape, murder, and God knows what else you conniving bastards have plans for. Chill the fuck out. No one is moving in. Not one mother fucker. |
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Guys why do you ask to be dominated through a webcam? I see no benefit of such foolishness. |
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Tonight I tried sounding on a sub's dick. I keep getting myself deeper and deeper into these kinks and fetishes. The guy absolutely loved having those slim metal rods in his dick hole. I squirmed at the whole idea. I did not even know these things existed. You keep them put away in a special bag and use medical grade formaldehyde. It is all a learning experience. What's next? |
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Last night I volunteered to help a neighbor load up a truckful of things she was putting in a storage unit. A milkcrate full of kink magazines fell over and all sorts of kinky stuff was in plain sight. The one that caught my attention was some magazines called 'Forced Womanhood'. My poor neighbor panicked to put them magazines away. We had an awkward ride to the storage unit. We were both quiet. Then 'she' admitted to me that 'she' was into it and begged me not to say anything to the other neighbors. Is this stuff getting more common? I had no idea |
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One night this coming week I will be honing my skills on a young female. This will get interesting. |
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This is my very first entry. I have been in a whirlwind of sensations while learning what all this BDSM stuff is all about. I feel like I have missed out on years of a different lifestyle that had to exist only in movies or books. Fuck no, this is some real shit I done got into. Tonight I participated in hot water torture. Get this shit. We bound up a slaves wrists in a shower stall. We got the shower water way up in temperature. We applied the handheld shower head to some balls and kept increasing the water temp until the slave said the magic word. 10 was the magic word. We were aiming for 8 on a scale of 1 to 10. I got him to 8 and then it was a go. After about ten minutes I had him cumming all over himself just from the hot water spraying his balls. I am on such a high right now. So much to learn here but bitches I am learning fast.
Thank You to MsB662 for opening my eyes in this lifestyle. Fuck that vanilla shit. |
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