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what i'm looking for is at once very simple and yet very complex:
i'm looking for someone to belong to.
i believe i'm submissive by nature. looking back on things, i believe i first "knew" this when i was 15, but didn't really consciously recognize it or admit it to myself until about two years ago. i have always gravitated towards strong-willed types, people with dominant, forceful personalities, especially (older) men, although i've also served women in the past. i need submission in my life to be happy, to feel complete.
let's make some disclosures here. i'm full of contradictions. i can be pretty challenging at times. i'm not a nice person, all sweetness and light. i get annoyed easily. i can be moody and bitchy, and i'm difficult to get to know. it can take a while for me to truly open up to someone. the moodiness and bitchiness is a protective device, i suppose. a wall, a facade guarding my heart. i'm actually pretty shy. once i do open my heart to someone, though, i can promise you that i'm one of the most loving, caring, loyal and devoted girls you will ever meet.
i have no interest -- none -- zero -- in being a slave. if you're looking for a live-in maid with benefits, you won't find her here.
My ideal Dom/me is someone utterly secure and supremely confident, someone comfortable with calling the shots in all areas of a relationship. ideally this person is loving but strict, tender yet tough, intelligent and well-educated, with ambition and drive and a sense of humor. someone i can look up to and respect and admire. someone capable of dominating me in every way: physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually.
someone i can belong to.
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