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I moved back to Washingtonstate in December for personal reasons. I am still not looking for anyone at this present time. There is someone I like, but I must first concentrate on my health and fitness.

March 22, 2018



I am still in North Dakota. I am doing a lot better. I am not looking for anyone at this time, as there is someone that I like. He does not live locally to me. I have high hopes of meeting Him.



Anyhow, if you wish to be my friend and share ideas and such, feel free to contact me. If you want more, I am sorry but I am not willing to be more at this time other than to the one that I am interested in.



Sincerely, diane



May 2017



The treatment i am getting through the Veterans Administration is really helping me a lot. i am so thankful for it. A lot of my profile i wrote over the past few years, adding to it as i went along. i realized i have not added a date each time i added or changed something. So i am going to add a date. Right now, it is 3162017. Tomorrow is St. Patricks day.

i am temporarily staying in North Dakota with my daughter while i get treatment at the Grand ForksFargo Veterans Administration for Chronic resistant depression.



September 22, 2017



It looks like I am going to be in North Dakota for the next year. That is okay, I have a lot of issues to work on dealing with myself.

I hope that when I am better ment



Back to May 2017 again.



i am submissive. i am an average homemaker. i am married. My husband is not my dominant. He has however, given me permission to play, and to have a Ds relationship with a dominant. We have also agreed to get a friendly divorce in the next year or two. We are good friends, but we dont have the healthiest of marriages. In fact, we have just recently told our kids that we will be getting divorced within the next year or so...probably sooner than later.

i have children, some of which are still at home. The youngest is seventeen. i am a proud mom. i recently finished the local community college, but would still like to take some classes after I find a job.. i have my associates degree in arts and sciences, and i am now a CMA. i am overweight, as losing weight seem to be a battle that is common to many. Grins. i just wish it was not common to me.

i have always been submissive, i just did not always have a name for what i was, i am also a christian. i have very strong views about how i feel what my role is in this lifestyle.

i have decided that i am too jealous for a polyamorous lifestyle. When i am free to have a Ds relationship, i want it to be a monogamous one.



i have the floggers pictured, because i made them. They are not perfect, but since i made them...they are great. Grins.

Feel free to talk to me.










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5/16/2017 1:32:01 PM
May 16th 2017 around 3:30 North Dakota time.  i am not sure if that is central time or not.  i am used to PST because normally i am in Washington.  However, i am currently staying with my daughter in North Dakota while i get medical care through the VA clinic in Grand Forks and the VA hospital in Fargo.  The staff at both places are wonderful people.  i appreciate the friends i have made on here.  

3/20/2017 11:01:52 AM
Again a so called dominant asked me to give him a twenty dollar i-tunes gift card because he needed it in order to view a contract he received in the mail.  I assume he meant email.  Regardless, i told him no.  If you want to ask for money fine, do so, but realize most submissives will not take you seriously as a dominant.  At least I don't.  

3/16/2017 7:11:35 PM
There is someone i really like, and hope that i get to meet Him and see where things will go.  However, i am still getting treatment for depression.  i am currently having ECT or electroconvulsive therapy, which has really been a huge blessing and help regarding my mood, emotion, and depression.  i feel a lot lighter inside, and happier.  i don't feel the heavy weight of depression as much, nor is my mood as dark as it had been.  i am getting better for which i am grateful for.

10/23/2016 4:57:54 PM
I am no longer going to belong to anyone, which is just as well since I have been fighting depression.

8/30/2016 9:07:31 AM
I hurt someone's feelings because he did not read my previous journal entry he did not realize I was not looking, so when he asked about my wants and desires i told him there was only one person i wanted and desired.  He did not handle the rejection very well, and so i have edited my profile to show the same thing as my previous journal entry as I do not want to cause any confusion of anyone looking at my profile.

8/16/2016 12:25:57 PM
I have been talking to Someone that I am really interested in and so I am not looking for anyone right now.  I have high hopes that the One I am talking to will be the One for me.

7/24/2016 4:09:36 PM
Lately,

I have been talking to dominants who then want me to chat via skype or email and then sooner rather than later, they suddenly have an urgent situation in which they need cash and they ask me to help them out.  What is up with that?

I mean I think to be a Dominant or Master, you need to be in control of your financial situation and lives.  You don't have to be wealthy, but you do have to be responsible for your own bills and debts.  And asking money from a submissive or slave is just plain tacky.

7/4/2016 1:16:14 AM
Well, today is my birthday.  So, Happy Birthday to me!!  LOL.  Let the fireworks fly!!!  I need to go change the age on my profile.

6/27/2016 10:41:22 PM
Why are there nincompoops on here? Because they are everywhere.  Here is an example of one who did not like what I said so after leaving his insult chose to block me.  

 

littleboy73 on 6/27/16 at 10:32 PM:
all good you look like a fat cow

XXDianeXX on 6/27/16 at 10:26 PM:
Go find a domme who wants your tribute. I don't.

littleboy73 on 6/27/16 at 10:17 PM:
ill pay you 500 buck to tie me up legs spread an use me as an ash tray.



6/20/2016 1:00:12 PM
This is very vanilla I know, but lately I have become very obsessed with tiny houses.  I wonder how a D/s couple can live in a tiny house and make it work.  It would be awesome to travel the country with a dominant in a tiny house that one built.

11/10/2015 7:17:11 PM
Happy Veteran's day to all the veterans on here, and those not on here but looking.  Thank you Veterans for serving our country...or the country you served if you are not from the USA.

6/13/2015 5:22:42 PM

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7/26/2014 12:36:40 AM
   What I want in a Dominant.



I want a dominant that is caring.  He must not objectify me, but recognize that I am human.  He must be kind, intelligent, have integrity and a sense of humor. He is first and foremost a human being. He needs to know what his limits are and to be able to explain them to me. He must have an innate need to be a leader, to be in charge, to be in control of another.
When we meet there must be a connection of some sort. I want a dominant that will play with me, lead me, control me and take me on. I have a lot of areas that need work. This isn’t just about scening, although that is fun; it is also about taking over my life. I don’t know if I need micromanagement. Part of me says no way; another part of me thinks it would be good for me. I would want him to help me improve myself in other aspects of my life and not just as someone to use and abuse. Mind you in a play scene that can be fun. But, I want my dominant to get inside my head and know who I am and what I need. He needs to be able to handle the ugliness he will find inside of me as well as the good stuff. I think I might be asking for a miracle. I need a father, a brother, a controller, a friend, a master, an owner, all rolled into one package called my dominant. I am not sure if this is possible. He must be able to help me to become a better person.
He will be able to tell me what I can do for him to better serve him. And he will be patient, strict, and firm while helping me be the submissive that he needs me to be. He will not let me manipulate him, but will be able to recognize even when I can’t, when I need to be taken in hand and punished. And he will be able to mete out the punishment as needed.
I think I ask for the impossible.

7/19/2014 10:25:20 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`Pleasuring Master ~~~~~~


“Tonight, my pet, I want you to pleasure your Master in any way you so desire.  Show me you know me well enough to know what it is I desire.”

Slave looked at Master and smiled. “It would be an honor Sir.”  Slave slowly got up and carefully removed each item of her clothing while maintaining eye contact with Master.  She folded her clothes and set them down on the chair. 

She walked to over to Master basking in his love.  Slave knelt down at his feet and removed his shoes and socks.  Slave set them aside.  Slave leaned over his feet, gently touching them with her hair.  “Master, I need to go get some things, I will be right back”.  Master nodded.  Slave left and came back with a basin of hot water, soap, oil, and towels.  She placed her beloved Master’s feet into the hot water.  It was hot, but not too hot.  Slave picked up the soap and a washcloth and bathed Master’s feet with tender care.  Slave rinsed his feet, and removed them from the basin.  The basin she placed next to her side, and then taking the oil, she poured some into her hands and rubbed it enough to warm up the oil.  Slave oiled her Master’s feet and then patted them dry.  She leaned forward and kissed his feet.

Slave got up and sat in Master’s lap.  She wrapped her arms around Master’s neck and started kissing him lightly on his nose, chin, cheeks, forehead; she sucked on his earlobes, inciting a moan from Master.  Slave nibbled on his neck; slowly she began unbuttoning his shirt while she kissed, sucked and nibbled.  She removed Master’s shirt.  Slave straddled Master and kissed her way down his chest, she got to his nipples and stroking and gently pinching one, she nibbled, sucked and tongued the other.  Slave could feel her loins weeping its honey while she played with Master’s nipples.  Slave got up and reaching for Master’s “Let us go into the bedroom”.  Master got up; his cock was throbbing.  He loved his slave and she pleased him well.  Slave led Master into the bedroom and removed his remaining clothes.  “Master, come lay down on the bed where you will be comfortable”.  Master laughed, “Any more comforting and I will be cumming.  Slave smiled, she lay down on the bed, and then stroked Master.  She slid down to his feet and gently nibbled and sucked.  After a bit, she began working her way up each leg.  She sucked, stroked, licked and kissed one leg part way when she did the same to the other leg.  When she got to the joining of his legs to his body, slave gently caressed his abdomen.  Slave worked her way up his chest and to his neck. She placed her lips on Master’s and gave him a short passionate kiss.  Slave then sat at his side and holding his arm, she did the same to his finger, palms, the back of his hands, forearms, arms and shoulders what she did to his legs.  Master was moaning softly at the love and attention he was getting from his precious slave. 

“Master, you need to turn over” Master rolled over onto his stomach.  Slave then went back down to his feet, and worked her way back up his legs.  Slave took her time.  She wanted her Master to know just how special he was to her.  He was stars in the sky, the songs of birds in the air, he was her world.  Slave kissed and stroked his butt, Master had a very good butt.  She kneaded the muscles of his back, she carefully made sure her nipples grazed his skin as she leaned in to kiss and nibble his back, his nape and down each arm…sucking each finger gently and firmly.

“Master, it is time to turn back over” slave whispered.  Master turned onto his back.  Slave leaned forward and nibbled on Master’s nipples.  She slowly worked her way down to his groin.  Slave gently dragged a finger onto his ball sack, emitting a groan from Master.  Master growled, “If I have to wait too much longer I am going to explode”.  Slave giggled.  She then took the base of his cock in her hand and licked from the base to the tip with her tongue like it was a long Popsicle.  Well, to slave, it was better than a Popsicle.  She loved to lick him.  Slave could lick her Master’s cock all night if he would let her.  Not that he would.  She then placed her mouth over the top of his cock and then gently sucked him into her mouth.  Slave kept one hand on his balls while she held the base of his cock with her other hand.  She stroked him while she sucked him.  This was one of her favorite activities.  She loved the smell of Master, his taste, and his excitement.  Slave loved pleasing her Master, it made her so hot and wet.  Slave listened to the sounds of Master’s groans and talk as sucked on him.  She changed her sucking, to sliding her mouth off and on his cock.  She varied it, and Master took his hands and laid them on Slave’s head while she pleasured her beloved Master.  Slave took her hand off of his balls and slid it down to his butt.  She inserted a finger into his ass while she sucked on him.  Master felt his balls retracting and then he thrust his cock up into slave’s mouth while holding her head in place on him.  Slave felt the warmth of his creamy, salty cum flow into her mouth.  She began swallowing while sucking him dry.  Afterwards, she crawled up next to Master and placed her arms around Master. 

“Master, thank you for giving me the honor of pleasuring you, it makes me happy that I can express my love for you in this way.  Master growled and tickled slave.  Then they both kissed and laid there stroking and softly caressing each other.  Master and his slave drifted off to sleep.


2/7/2013 12:45:34 AM

I give you my heart, I give you my submission


I ache to feel your touch.

To feel the whispering sting of your whip.

To know a Master's pleasure.


My submission is yours for as long as you desire it.

I willingly give you all of me.

Every single corner of my soul belongs to you.

I yearn to please you.


I crave your dominance, control and authority over me.

I crave your love and your pleasure.


I want to become the submissive that you want and need.

I want to make you proud of me.

To grow and blossom under your love.


I yearn for the pleasure and the pain of your love.

Whether it is a spanking, a flogging, or a tender cuddle.


To feel your displeasure is anguish to my spirit.

Your disappointment in me is painful; I will strive not to earn it.


You are the one for me.  I need you like plants need the sun.

I need you like salt needs pepper.


I give you my heart Master.

My submission is yours for however long you desire it.

I pray it is for infinity.


1/6/2013 8:46:31 PM

Breathless

Breathless, my heart in my throat,
pounding, I read your words.
I feel your warmth, your love,
your passion, your desire,
You are more than words on a page,
You are more than sunshine on a sunny day.
I see your kind face, hear the humor in your voice.
I can hardly wait to see you, to feel your touch in my hair,
the sharp sting of a spanking as you pour your love
onto my backside,
The caress of your fingers and of your flogger
whispering words of love upon my skin
I am yours.
Breathlessly, I wait for you...

 

 

 


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