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I am no fool - I know the process of becoming a slave, of being accepted as a dominant woman's property, is a demanding endeavor. One does not simply create a profile and post a picture with the expectation of instant gratification. This is much like finding that magical vanilla relationship; there must be chemistry and trust, attraction and communication. It just features one partner who enjoys ultimate authority over the other.
Please know that I am willing - eager - to begin the journey. I pledge to do the work necessary to impress upon the right woman my desire to be totally devoted and ulitimately obededient. Your limits and interests will be my limits and interests. You will decide my limits.
I do not say this lightly and I know such bold statements are frequently - and usually correctly - seen as either based in courage born of ignorance or with no intentions of actually carrying through with the offer. Quite the opposite is true with me. Experience has shown me I can endure anything for the right person and enjoy it through thier enjoyment, and I know that any lasting relationship is based in trust and communication. Trust begins with choosing to trust, and communication is built brick by brick. I do not believe it is a slave's place to begin a true D/s relationship by announcing boundries; rather he should begin by offering his complete trust in the judgement of his Owner. From that foundation, She can begin to catalog what Her slave enjoys, what he hates and what he hates but needs. As She learns what drives Her boy She can then understand what constitutes real punishments and rewards. At the same time, it is the slave's duty to sense what his Owner truly loves and hates and indulge Her loves.
Henry James said "true strength lies in submission, which permits one to dedicate his life, through devotion, to something beyond himself."
My desire for this sort of relationship stems from my knowledge of what drives me and that is a profound desire for submission.
My craving is not for a certain act or item of clothing - it's not even truly sexual. It goes beyond that, to a spiritual desire to serve a strong, smart and mercilessly demanding woman. To learn Her desires in detail and be able to fulfill them instinctively is my ultimate goal. To keep myself attractive for Her enjoyment; to be unquestioningly obedient for Her amusement; to know Her favorite things and have them ready before She has to ask; to be instantly in motion at Her whispered command for Her pride - that is what I crave.
It will be work, and it will be challenging, but I am eager to begin the journey of finding the Woman who desires to possess a man such as myself.
Beyond D/s, I think I am a great guy. I am smart, affectionate, naturally thoughtful and have a great sense of humor. I am calm, patient, sensitive and responsive to my partner's moods. I am hard-working and detail-oriented. I am relationship-oriented and live to focus my attention on the right woman, be it in a D/s relationship or a vanilla one.
This is not something one "settles for"; the woman who will own me is ferociously smart, uncompromising, demanding, selfish and strong. When She reads about God in the old testament, She smiles in recognition of a kindred spirit. She is a sadist in the truest sense - one who is amused and entertained by unrequited longing - and understands that the only real way for me to be happy is to keep Her happy. She knows it is a crime for a woman to have to buy herself flowers or to have anything to do wih dinner other than to eat it.
I am submissive.
But I want to be a slave.
I am real.
Please.
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