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"That body is still new to her, she's still trying it out, thinking it through, a bit like a kid walking the streets with a loaded gun and deciding whether he's packing it to protect himself or to begin a life of crime."

Who am I?

An explorer, who tries to follow her pure instincts..Mainly that's the reason why I ended up here. Where will this lead? Well, I'll see. I'm eager to be taught and trained since I haven't earned that much experience in this lifestyle yet. I'm eager to be dominated both physically and mentally by a man, who is experienced, powerful and sophisticated enough to have total control over me, but I should add and emphasize that it requires a person, to whom I can relate perfectly on an intellectual level as well. Who is worthy of being obeyed, respected and trusted. I'm not a drama queen, and I don't really appreciate unnecessary drama and childish games either.

A perfectly imperfect creature, an observer who likes to analyse little details in order to get closer to the bigger picture. My personality has a darker side, which is mainly based on the fact, that for me, the concept of beauty and passion naturally includes a sense or essence of decay, suffering and a grim atmosphere of some sort. I've been always curious about the "aesthetics" of taboos and suffering which are present in different forms of art, literature, philosophy and everyday life and about how our habits, culture and society reflect them. I'm a cultural anthropologist, so I find these phenomenas peculiarly exciting.

I spend my time exploring reality and illusions and the correlation between them. Putting scraps and fragments together...Experimentation and curiosity is the key.

connemara
 
 Age: 21
 Blahhhh, Alabama