Sometimes I find it amazing how others can look at me and see a strong and even confident woman when in reality most days I feel like a scared little girl...

I look deep within myself past the woman who feels the need to be constantly in control to the one who has all the deep dark needs and desires..

In my mind I go to a place where I can be a slut and nobody judges me; in fact I am encouraged for my wants, needs, and feelings..

There appears before me in my minds eye this woman with big innocent blue eyes and flowing reddish hair. She is unashamed of her body; in fact is proud of her curves and large breasts. 

She stands naked and smiling before her Master, ready and willing to be trained in the ways of domination/bdsm.  Excitement, the thrill of the unknown, and a little fear send tremors through her body making her shiver slightly (goose bumps pop out all over her body).  Her pussy throbs and starts dripping as she becomes more and more excited, her imagination wandering full of wonder at what is in store for her....

What will her Master do to her?  Will he spank her...tie her up....whip her...bind her...the possibilies are endless.

In real life I feel the need to be in control of my surroundings yet yearn for the man who can fulfill my need for domination and fulfill my darkest fantasies. A man who will embrace them and want to make them happen without making me feel dirty for feeling the way I do.

Is there such a man?....