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A bit about myself:
I am currently in the process of business start-up so I do not have a lot of time for online relationships so I will not be seeking one of those (barring very exceptional circumstances). However this is just another reason why I seek what I do.
To start off I am into a wide variety of alternative things such as religions, practices, etc. My specific religion has to do with the ascension of the human into something more than it is. In my case I feel that I have ascended quite a ways. Well beyond what most will ever achieve. As such, I deserve to be served and worshiped. My spirit will dominate yours just as much as my body and mind will. I will feed off of your suffering and despair.
Speaking of that, I have very simple, yet difficult expectations. You must be capable of receiving an extraordinary amount of humiliation and mental/emotional pain. Some physical pain as well but that is more like slapping and some striking, etc. Breath control as well, but that is hardly physical pain. However on the mental and emotional level, you will suffer a lot. Think more of an abusive boyfriend when it comes to this. I will humiliate you at every turn. I will insult you in common speech. I will tear you down almost continually. I will comment on the beauty of others when I feel they are beautiful. I will flirt, I will do whatever it is that I want. You will accept this because that is what you are, just a bitch.
My treatment of you will just be a part of your life. You will be depressed, broken, emotionally devastated and destroyed. That will be your existence. If you cannot be this, you cannot be mine. Needless to say, you must have strong emotions. You must have empathy. You must be capable of feeling these things. I do not want someone who is a robot and will just blank it out and require physical pain to feel anything. That is not what I want, even though I do enjoy physical pain as well, to a much lesser degree.
This will not be a formal Dom/sub relationship. It will basically be a relationship that you will be used, abused, degraded, humiliated, etc. in and nothing more. You will enable my abuse. You will thrive off of it. Your suffering will both destroy you and give you life.
Physically, you must be attractive. Specifically I enjoy androgyny and if you are not androgynous you must be otherwise very attractive in some way. Furthermore, you must be thin and either in the 18-24 range or capable of looking like you are 18 or so. The end goal is to write you as a broken, emotionally devastated and attached Emo/Scene/Goth bitch that is willing to do basically anything I wish. Willing to accept whatever I do to them since I will be the only one who will accept their pathetic failed existence.
As mentioned, I will write you into this. You will listen to the music I select. You will like the movies I want you to like. You will play the games I want you to play. Your life will not be micromanaged so much as designed and then lived out. I will write you into who you are. Do not expect to have many limits, however, if you wish to be mine.
Of course those that are already closer to this goal have the advantage of catching my attention even easier. But more importantly is your empathy and ability to feel and experience emotional and mental suffering. And physical beauty. Yes, I am shallow. And no, I don't care what you think about this. And yes again, I do not have a picture on here because it is not important what I look like when it comes down to it, even if you feel this is hypocritical, I really don't care. However, I will show you myself eventually, if I feel that things are working out. But that is not important. Keep in mind, however, that I do find a very wide variety of things attractive so don't worry about trying. I will let you know if I do not want you. In fact, certain types of "unattractive" things actually attract me. Especially if they make humiliating you more appealing.
Now, I know most people will not read this so I will leave this as it is. There are many vague statements and things that allude to what I believe and what I want, however nothing here is in extreme detail. If you feel an interest, contact me. Worst I will do is tell you to fuck off... unless I like you. Then it is way worse.
But do try to be impressive... what fun is there in destroying a total loser unless they are exceptionally beautiful.
Oh yes... if you do feel you are somehow impressive enough that I would not want to re-write you, feel free as well. It is very unlikely but possible that I may agree.
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