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| I'm still new to this (and still young) so I'm going to try and be a slave before becoming a master. Key word being "try". I have absolutely no idea whether or not this will work because of how picky and unusual I can be. That, and I've never actually been a sub before.
Let's see. Interests that aren't on the list. Ballet, first of all. Although it's technically filed under "Dancing", I'm particularly interested in the cross-dressing potential. Fastest way to get me to do something is to bribe me with a tutu and pointe shoes, actually.
Second is ice skating. In general, actually. My biggest love is watching the skaters slip and fall on the ice, whether on purpose or not. If I ever get the opportunity under whoever becomes my mistress, I'd like to cross-dress in a figure skating dress and a pair of pink figure skates a couple sizes too big for my feet.
Third is cold play. This is where most of my learning as a master comes from. I really enjoy seeing girls shiver in the freezing cold, and I also enjoy doing it myself, but not only do I never get the opportunity to do either, my sense of limits isn't all that great.
If I think of any more, I'll add them in.
For a mistress, I'm seeking someone not that much older that I am (~10-15 years?) but with a lot of experience as a mistress. I'm hoping she'll be open to ideas and input from me as to what I'll be made to do, but when playing the submissive, there aren't a lot of guarantees. As well, she should be fully ready to support me if she wants me as a live-in slave. It does include purchasing the items needed for my fetishes.
For a slave, I'm looking for someone closer to my age (20-25). It's really a matter of preference, since I'm not really comfortable handing out orders to anybody older than me. Experience is preferred, but I'm willing to take on girls new to the submissive role. A lot of the tasks I hand out involve cold play, but I avoid going extreme without a safe word. Other tasks I give will involve public and private humiliation of varying kinds.
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I've always had bad luck when it comes to finding slaves. I figure it might have something to do with my age and my fetishes. It's not so difficult finding a slave that's willing to be cam only, but finding one that'll endure cold play? That's a real pain in the ass. Beyond that, I really don't search and connect as often as I should, so I end up waiting months on end for someone to pop up and take interest, only to find out they're trying to scam me.
In short, the fault is my own, up to a point, at which it boils down to simple bad luck. I think. I dunno. I really shouldn't be 100% lucid at 4:00 am. |
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I put some thought into it, and figured I should share a fantasy of mine. I mean, until I get a mistress (or a slave) I won't have much else to share, so why not?
Anyway, this one includes all of my fetishes in one. It begins with me dressed up in a tutu, a diaper (really thick cloth one, not a disposable), a set of fake breasts, and a pair of pointe shoes. I'm standing in front of a frozen pond, shivering because it's night, and it happens to be windy. Tutus don't offer much warmth, after all. I step onto the ice, nothing happens. Thankfully. I shuffle-step across the ice, the pointe shoes offering little to no grip and threatening to upend me first mistake I make. It's not long before that actually happens, my feet sliding in opposite directions and me landing on my padded butt. Even through the diaper, I can feel the ice. I move to get up, but can't. The pointe shoes are too slick. I settle for crawling off the ice like a baby would.
Almost reads like it actually happened, but that's just a fantasy. |
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I put some thought into it and decided I should wait rather than actively look for a mistress. I want it to be a full live-in kind of thing, with my mistress actively humiliating me. After a while (when my mistress thinks me ready; I AM a Switch after all) I want to see about adding another slave to the mix, one for us both to dominate.
Will it work? I've no idea. |
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