i am hooked on playing snake ooo woe is meeeeeee ~giggles~

im owned im happy im loved and im slave.

my daily mantra ~giggles~

being owned by a Couple has its ups and downs, we is all getting to know each other and they have a head start, im happy being slave to both and content and so much freer than ive ever been.

been told i need to communicate more but my point was i did and wasnt heard, at least They heard my point out. Although to be fair i probably didnt communicate loudly enough i so dont do the shouting mememe thing.

Think im going to find a place to write proper daily thoughts They can read and understand, i have problems with making people mad and worry il be misunderstood, also have inadequacy issues whichhhhh They be working on ~smiles~ so sometimes the words just sit in my head and never come out. This place is a good place to leave random daily thoughts but i need somewhere to leave the deeper stuff.

well i wears my bruises with pride ~giggles~, i do soooo love being bit. Was a fun weekend started out not so great but improved fast and all details end there

. Having a really lazy day today nice long hot bath a bit of personal grooming, my Owners like to be able to see what they own without any covering hair, except for my head of course!! hair pulling yayyy, not that i mind i like my body being nice and smooth~smiles~.

Was feeling a little restless but im ok now, was probably the full moon over the weekend, well i am part of a Wolf Clan as well ~grins~. 

Anyways quick journal jot for the day over with.

my story met my Owners seal of approval ~yayy me clapclap~ it is now chap1 of an ebook oh how i have risen in the world of scribblings ~giggles~. Feeling a little out of sorts today so had a nice long hot bubbly bath and that helped put me more an an even keel. Christmas in a few weeks, blah im not really a Christmas person ~shrugs~ hmmm this journal entry seems even more boring than normal sooooo i shall put any readers out of their misery and leave it here ~smiles~

yayyyyy story finished and at least it made me smile even if i may be the only one who likes it ~giggles~. Will show it to my Mistress later soooo fingers crossed She likes it. Cant seem to sit still today,will probably just read through my story again attempting to correct allll the grammatical mistakes i've probably made, and then have a nice long hot shower.

well i started the story ~smiles~ but please dont get all excited and start asking to read it or giving me suggestions, i have never once said my story would be for public reading or seen by anyO/one other than my Owners ~rolls my eyes~.  Not sure who invented snow but they should be shot, i soooo do not do snow, even watching it on tv makes my teeth chatter ~giggles~. I wonder when i'l stop finding the  contrasting meanings between some british and american words funny, probably never hey i have my quirks to!. As individuals humanity is an interesting species, so many differences likes and dislikes, so much that pulls us apart or holds us together. I'm learning my individuality more now as a collared slave than i ever did before when societies morals rules and structures had me trapped. Now my Ones morals, rules and structures are setting me free slowly one step at a time. It is good to be slave ~smiles~

ok sitting here twiddling my thumbs thinking hmmm how do i write something erotic o the joys of never written something like this before. sooo more thumb twiddling, blushing and wrinkled nose as i decide how to begin ~giggles~ and that is how my day is going so far, just me and an empty word document ~grins~

deserted by a clever Daddy off making something techy ~giggles~

im so not techy  i can turn a puta on and a puta off thats about as far as i go. Sometimes i feel stupid compared to my Owners but They tell me im far from that, guess those strengths im still looking for are in different areas.

I'm a bit of a dreamer and i like to write, i'm not saying i'm any good but it's nice to simply let the words flow sometimes. Would leave my words on the message boards here but i've seen some of the quite rude comments others respond with, can't say thats given me much confidence in leaving mine open to be ridiculed. Why do people like to be rude to others, it doesn't really matter how good or bad the writings are, it takes courage to leave them in public and just because Y/you may not like them doesn't mean in some way they may not touch another and in the end after all isn't that the reason most of us write, in a vain hope that one day, some way, our simple words may make a difference.

hmmm what to write what to write, well i been pondering how hard writing erotica is as ~blushes~ i did some cleaning ya i know zzzville ~giggles~ actually it helped work out some sore spots so there you go my advice for all slaves out there .... if you wake up sore do some cleaning ~grins~ and even if your not less sore afterwards im sure your Owner/s will appreciate it might even lead to some thankyou massaging or rubbing or ummm ya kk soooo ~blushes~.

i love slavery, i love being owned, i love belonging to a Couple, i love being desired and taken giggles~ i say yayyyyy to be meeeeeeeee

Just had a nap and a nice long bubbly bath ~smiles~. my slavery is an amazing thing, so is being clean and smooth. I guess it doesnt take much to make me happy, but it takes something special to make me truly happy, to make my soul fly. Being owned by myOne makes me truly happy.

i did tell myself i would write in here every day. not sure what i want to write today except im glad my One are stronger than i am, seeing as im a little to soft for my own good ~smiles a little~ i have an issue with hurting others and that sometimes means i get hurt. reason im writing is that i left a male to be with myOne and suffice to say hes become extremely odd. not going into details just wish that a clearly stated im happy and loved as a whole now please move on would suffice to some Masters. all i want is to be allowed to be happy and to grow in self knowledge, why is that so hard to accept.

for the first time i dreamt of my wolf last night not as running to escape being hunted, but of running as pack. the dream has healed some things and strengthened some things, as it should ~smiles~. the most powerful part of the dream was when i felt the collar my wolf was wearing sear with heat as if my wolf (named lytelan) was marked as pack, ya i know im part of my pack already but was still an awesome dream ~smiles~. its hard to explain to those that dont dream just how different it felt to run feeling safe and loved and protected, to run for the joy of running with an Alpha pair. The fear another brought me yesterday is replaced with the loving safety myOne brings me.

still love the idea of kajira, not so sure on the rest of Gor, ah well guess thats the balance needed to follow my heart and be la kajira and i do look good in nothing more than my sirik. A kajira Daddys girl, with a Couple who love and understand me is definately more fun for rt. ~smiles~

MyOne 

never have i felt like this
never had i hoped
never had i dreamed
so much was possible with myOne
always have i wondered
always have i searched
always have i stumbled
looking for that to call myOne
everything is brighter
everything is clearer
everything is alive
in the presence of myOne
all of me i have to give
all i have i hope to offer
all i will be i long to find
in the loving arms of myOne
until the stars fall
until the moon dims
until my heart stops
forever owned by myOne