Happy Halloween Everyone!!!

Has been long and somewhat rough summer, full of a lesson in the art known as the survival of life.

But this slave survived it and has learned a lot, and hopes she has also gained the wisdom not to repeat her mistakes. With a desire to clime back up that ladder and not look back.

Thought she had found love with a younger than her vanilla. But found she had only became his mommy same as when she raised her own son only a few years younger.

Bringing to mind that she should not date younger men, because she does not wish to play that part in her way of life. she is a slave at heart. And has come to realize she shall probably never find a true Master like her first, because when you have had the best it is hard to get with rest. Will always love and respect Sir Jazz for showing her the way and allowing her to love Him.

Mastering a slave is something that must be undertaken with great care, and should not be done quickly. The process actually begins long before actually meeting a prospective slave; before a man can thoroughly master another, he must first master himself. Mastering a slave is not the same as dominating a submissive; it involves an entirely different mind-set.
I like to say that a submissive DOES what her Dominant wants; the slave BECOMES what the Master wants. In other words, a submissive may be focused on the actions required to please her Dom, and that also give her pleasure as well. A slave, on the other hand, is doing what comes naturally, and responding to her base nature. It's not something she does because she enjoys it; whether she enjoys herself is immaterial. Sometimes she may hate what she is commanded to do, but she does it because she made a commitment.
A slave is not an extreme submissive; she is a different creature altogether. She is an owned woman; nothing more, and nothing less. What personality traits or skills she possesses are the ones her Master wants her to have. Or, rather, he sought out a slave who contained those traits which best met his own needs, and then fine-tuned her nature to further meet those needs. A true slave will already have the desire to serve; it's as natural to her as breathing. All she is looking for is the right man who can nurture that need and control her in the way she craves.

IF MARRIED DO NOT CONTACT THIS SLAVE AND WASTE HER TIME. SHE WILL NOT SUBMIT TO A MARRIED D/M.. I DONT CARE IF YOUR WIFE IS DISABLED TOLD YOU SHE DOESN'T WANT HAVE SEX ANYMORE AND EVEN GIVEN YOU PERMISSION.. HOW IN THE WORLD WOULD A MARRIED D/M BENEFIT A SUB/SLAVE.

she is  a lonely slave and am being to think this lifestyle is all a bunch of bull, not reall, just people playing with your mind and wanting to use you, no real relationships can happen on here.

A Master’s love cleanses the soul,
Healing old wounds as it flows.
A love more precious than anything,
Gold, silver, more precious than things.

A master’s love burns deep and hot,
Burning away the doubts of what we are not.
A master’s love can never die,
For it is never-ending, and that is no lie.

So what is a Master’s love?
Each of us knows it, a gift from above.
A priceless treasure,
That brings endless pleasure.

And what of a slave’s love you ask?
It is shown in praise as she does what He asks.
A deep endless joy, endless craving
Deepening surrender, life worth saving.

I have to say she is so very disappointed as of late, with these Master who say you are their slave. But never fallow through with their word...breaks a slaves heart...

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!! words for thought: 

I can feel his collar around my neck,
I can feel his control of my body
I can feel him and his power
I know I will belong to him

Where are you Master?
Where are you now?
When will I know you?
When?

I can hear your voice,
I can feel your control,
I know you care for me,
I know I will serve you fully

To be my Master’s slave means I get to fly higher than I ever have before.
I get to give more than I ever have before.
I get to receive more than I ever have before.
I get to feel more than I ever have before.

To be my Master’s slave means more to me than most anything ever has before.

I can’t be a slave; a very small voice whispered in the dark
But you already are; the voice answered itself in the recesses of her mind.

To be my Master’s slave means I have given Him all of me.
It means I have given Him my heart and I get to watch Him care for it with the utmost care.
It means I have given Him my mind and I get to watch it become more nimble under His tutelage.
It means I have given Him my soul and I get to watch it dance free within the circle of His arms.
It means I have given Him my body and I get to feel it respond to His expert touch.

To be my Master’s slave means I deny Him nothing.
If He asks for something, I get it.
If He demands something, I get it twice as fast.
If He wishes for something, I get it four times as fast.

A master’s love is like a wedding ring,
Infinite and priceless, making both sing.
A master’s love is a circle of endless love,
A priceless treasure, sent from the Heaven’s above

EVERYONE COMES WITH BAGAGE. FIND SOMEONE WHO LOVES YOU ENOUGH TO HELP YOU UNPACK!

 Master molds and trains His slave into what He wishes so she may best serve Him in all ways. Having control of her, in the simplest manner. His needs and wants are that of the slave to take care of to see she knows and is directed in such manners. He rules and guides her, He becomes her only want or need. It is a great demand on a Master owning a slave, as they can be temperamental and easily hurt, slaves need strict ruling, guidance, punishment and praise. Without these elements the slave can become unruly and feel they are being neglected.

The caring and loving between a M/s is not an over night happening. From learning and growing comes Trust, Communications, Understanding and Love. Most vital for a Master and His slave is Honesty, one dishonest word of thought can destroy the best M/s relationship. Respect and honor the O/other and all things can be worked out and talked about and learned from.

11/28/2012 Today is a whole new start for her..change of attitude... 

12/25/2012 Today this slave spends alone to her sad dismay...she will be cooking dinner for only one..her search shall continue to what end she does not know...

Yes this slave is into long rides on the back of a Harley with her Master.