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I am changing my life!!! I was married. My wife and I signed a contract making her the Dom and Mistress. We both agreed that we would not "settle" until we found the right partner. She went to learn how to be a real Mistress for me and for a life of service, fun, love, and care. Seemed to me that she would not really get into the lifestyle and stood on the sidelines. More BDSM schools for her, working in a B&B and hanging out with others in the lifestyles. It became boring and a real pain in the butt.
I have given it 4 years and I have waited and nothing has changed. I get nothing and I begin to feel helpless and tired of the whole situation. We argue more and more about the lifestyle and separating or Divorcing . Well " I HAVE HAD IT 500%". I have tried over and over again. Eventually she told me while she was yelling at me, that if I insisted on living in the BDSM community she also wanted to break the marriage up.
So here I am. I am seeking someone who would love to be in the lifestyle, is somewhat experienced and up for having a real BDSM and Vanilla life style with balance. There also has got to be love and that "special" Feeling' when one is falling in love with another. It has been 3,5 years without her and without a BDSM relationship! It has been a good thing, but I miss living as a slave boy and a service slave to a good looking lady on a 24/7 basis. It has been suggested that I post here and to make sure that both parties need to describe what we needed, wanted, and MUST HAVE! Well I wanted a pretty woman that would and could love me. She would also have to have BDSM experience in the lifestyle and a BDSM mind set. She is the Mistress and "SHE RULES IN TOTAL"!!! I eventually want to move where the climate is warm and i could even play naked on a beach with her by my side.
The second option is to ask the people here, to help me get kidnapped so I can not be found by my x. So if anyone is interested please contact me here and we can meet and see how we feel and if we "click" . If you are curious and want to meet please use this site. If I am near the computer I will answer right away. I will return all letters and emails. This is not a joke or a ruse.This is for keeps. I will love you care for you and cherish you.
Fetishes I like and love are, spankings, being put to bed while it is still light outside. Having my mouth washed out with soap. Enemas, humiliation in front of girlfriends. Plus any things that Mistress enjoys plus, at times I have this pull to be a baby again. ALL OF THESE AND MORE CAN BE DISCUSSED TOGETHER. This site has saved me from depression and hate, Thank you so much! picture on request emailed to a private email.
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