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| Well. First, there's nothing I can put here that will come close to having an actual connection with me. Some would tell you that's right with a big mischievous smirk. Others with a scowl in their eyes. The both groups are absolutely right. It just depends on their experience with me. Every relationship has its own dynamic, and so everyone has their own experience with the same people.
I'm fairly laid back. I enjoy lots of things, most of them in moderation. I like to bicycle, hike, cook, eat, listen to music (mostly anything, but Country and Rock are my go-to genre's), smoke weed, and drink. The last two are pretty infrequent, but in the spirit of mostly full disclosure, they have to be mentioned. I don't smoke cigarettes any more. I quit in 2004 after 14 years. I don't like second hand smoke but will tolerate it in company I enjoy.
I'm fairly introverted but with the right energy in a room, I don't mind crowds.
I've had experiences with my fair share of less than genuine people in this lifestyle. As a result, I've established a few "ice breakers" intended to repel the people who will not likely have a positive experience with me.
Let's get one out right here shall we?
I describe myself as a dominant perverted kinky aggressive sadistic loving sensual imaginative stubborn abrasive playful and loyal Daddy Master.
That is my Yang. I have found my Yin.
Now with the mention of Yin Yang brings up notions of my spiritual belief system. Spiritually I am a walking contradiction.
I know what I believe and why. I have many friends with many opposing and even contradictory belief systems to my own. And we love each other very deeply. And yes, we do discuss religious and politics. Peacefully. Solid stable enduring relationships are not built on the similarities of people alone. They are also built on the respect that comes from agreeing to disagree. If I can't have that with someone, I don't have time for them in my life very long. Believe as you wish. And respect me as I do the same. In turn, I will respect you as well.
We all have baggage. The older I get, the more I collect. I suspect the same is true with you as well. I don't mind baggage. What I do mind is people who hide it when it's clear that the time has come to expose it.
My all time favorite movie is The Secretary. Especially the ending. It is one of the most romantic and beautiful scenes I have ever watched.
Another huge favorite is Breezy. It is an early 70's movie directed by Clint Eastwood. I only know of it because one day I was searching cable on demand for Clint Eastwood movies and this popped up. I recorded it because I liked the deion. A young girl and an older man fall in love. I am very glad I did. It's another beautiful movie and very in line with the relationship dynamic I have now.
I am not possessive. I am territorial. The former is trying to hold on to what isn't really yours. The later is defending and protecting what is. My little , my Princess Pet, is in prison now, and until late 2023. When she's released, she's coming home to me. This prison thing adds a layer of complication that I'm still figuring out.
I do have non-combat PTSD that is very well managed. Not perfectly so, or there would be no need to mention it. It's there, but it doesn't define me.
Well, If you've read this far, you're crazy. And I like that. So, if you read this out of desire and eagerness to learn more about me, then feel free to message me. If you read it out of morbid curiosity to see what other outlandish things I could say, and are just shaking your head and saying "wtf", well, thank you for your time, and in all sincerity, I hope you find what your looking for and that you have a wonderful life.
Thank you
Keith
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