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I'm very much a fan of and enjoy piercings, bdsm, and generally odder things in life. I have my faults but those are more personality than anything. I am a non smoker, non drugs, and drink very rarely.
What and who I am looking for is - a female, around my age, non smoker/druggy/minimal drinker, who is highly open, caring and understanding. She needs to be someone who is rather accepting of many oddities, and can tolerate someone who has fairly wild mood swings at times. I have to be able to trust you completely, before anything serious can happen. I've had my heart broken and trust betrayed more than once In the past, so it will take time. I'm not looking for males or one night cyber stands, I'm looking for someone who is serious about trying to start a relationship.
If you feel this is you and you may have the key to my fractured heart, please contact me. :)
And here I go again. Yeesh. Anyone out there that is real and not a fake or flake? Ive changed a lot of my profile here; mainly because of this. If someone is willing to get to know me then they can learn my intricacies.
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Ya know what I am sick of here?
The fake-ness.
All i see are teens pretending to be women, men with fake profiles, or women wanting a cash cow.
Is there ANY real women not wanting a cash daddy or other financial crap, but actually looking for a specific kind of relationship here? Is there? |
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Oi... well I havent been here in a couple of months, real life has been, er, interfering. but, back to my usual boring self.
Ugh. I look around, and two things come to mind - one, Why are all the good ones taken it seems? two, whats with a number of the fems being so fussy? especially lesbians. i'm not trying to attack anyone or anything, bu when i see things like "NO MALES WHATSOEVER! NO EXCEPTIONS!" as a mild example, i cant help but feel exasperated and disssapointed. i KNOW full well how one can so easily be in the wrong body.
OK,to be fair, ill admit - as fem as i feel much of the time, i have NO interest in males (in body) right now. there is one guy i know and care for deeply, but hes on the wrong side of the continent for me right now, and has grown soooo distant too. past that,... i feel i really NEED to be with a female, mind AND body, bit.... how many women want to be with someone whos in a male body, has to appear male for the area the person is in, but at home... well aches to explore femininity,to say the very least. so, i dunno. its hard, VERY hard to not get depressed - its been well over a year since i broke up, and i really have no one here i can be with and be myself, honestly and openly at all. I miss toronto....
but ,every night i go to bed and hope, since its all i have right now, that tomorrow will hold something new, that special someone who,some days i swear only exists in my dreams, actually materialises for me....
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| Age: 30 |
| Florida,
California |
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