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"True submission is of value because of what the sub offers-- to suspend a strong will for a time to the will of the Mistress."
baby girl whats your name?
Your Gaurdian angel is Pain. You have had something happen to you that has hurt you and you cannot bringyourself to fully lift your head from your depression. Even when you smile your pain is still weighing you down and others can tell.
I won't go into details, but you can imagine the hilariously uncomfortable situation when you have me
The feeling of being lead and directed is quite an intoxicating feeling. Having some, most, or all of your decisions made for you can go a long way to establish an intense dependency and hunger for another to dictate and control you. Some of the most intense and fulfilling moments of a power exchange or more mental than physical.
Casual play is not for me, I seek the invested power exchange where the Domme uses all of her arsenal (mind, heart, and body) to expose my vulnerabilities, acknowledge my preferences, make mental notes of my limits, and use all of this information (pushing me beyond my comfort level if she feels it necessary) to mold me into her ideal of servitude and submission.
She is one that views online interaction as less than fulfilling and will require face-to-face interaction upfront and frequently. She seeks an eventual live-in and/or marriage and will require relocation either to her or for her (if she chooses) within a few months so they can focus on face-to-face interaction, development, and training within her FLR household.
She will create an environment of consistent reinforcement where all aspects of the power exchange or practiced on a daily basis to prevent any drifting from the Femdom-focused framework she establishes. Her persona is a diverse blend of down-to-earth, nurturing, unapologetic, warm, cruel, light-hearted, and even abusive based on how she feels and what she feels is appropriate to maintain the power exchange and my submissive mindset at any given point in time.
She will require a mixture of vanilla and D/s activities and expect her sub/slave to transition effortlessly and seamlessly between each setting. She will embrace varying degrees of oversight and management of her sub/slave, from 100% micro-management (all decisions made by her) to any lesser degree if she wants to test her sub/slave's ability to make informative decisions based on the training she has invested in him.
Obviously, disappointment will be met with any varying degree of punishment which her sub/slave will embrace, endure, and thank her for during and afterwards. He knows any punishment activity is needed and executed to protect the sub/slave from straying to far off of the correct path and jeopardizing the gift of servitude she is offering/granting him.
I currently live alone and feel one area this helps is in overall duties needed to maintain an organized / clean household. While my definition of "clean" may not meet with the highest standards, I am open to embracing the higher standard and learning and additional cleaning techniques she would have of me to ensure her happiness within the FLR household. From cleaning to laundry to cooking, I claim to be no expert in any of these activities and am always receptive to additional knowledge and training from my Domme as she sees fit. After all, her happiness is directly proportional to mine so I want to do everything in my power to ensure she is happy so I can be happy for her happiness.
I believe myself to be a fairly perceptive person with solid abilities to learn from previous mistakes and hope this ability will limit the amount of "punishment/correction" time needed within any potential Domme's household. But I am also realistic and understand I will make mistakes, punishments will be given, and that learning from these mistakes so punishments for the same mistakes are not required in the future is the goal.
As far as previous D/s experiences, I have progressed to real-time meets with (3) Dommes from the CM/CS websites in the past 5 years. In aggregrate, those opportunities exposed me to the following activities:
- Pussy / Ass worship
- OTK spanking / paddl
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