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OK I hopefully can make this simple, I am a kinky submissive slave but I am NOT a true masochist because I dont want, cant take, nor am I willing acceptance a lot of real serious physical pain or long lasting damage. So I am not looking to serve a torture Sadist as my Owner.
But I do love Piss...or a the taste and smell when orally serving a mans sweaty or dirty asshole when serving as a rimmer or ass wipe. I luv the smell and taste. and crave having some one hold my face in Place to get a face or mouthful.
I crave humiliation.
Yes that does also include bondage and being made to serve as a gimp or leashed puppy, sissy and enjoy being used as sex toy. plus things like occasional spanking, moderate flogging and such (If my Owner enjoys that) but not being seriously tortured, punched, kicked or being visibly maimed or scared or damaged.
Much to my regret because of my age and the shape of my body and face I will never appear as a really passable transvestite, but I luv being made to cross-dress and assume the role of an obedient Sissy girl fem boi either privately or publicly.
I have several different fem-wear outfits, IE Dresses, Skirts and Blouses, Bras, Panties, Garter-belt, Thigh high stockings, High heal shoes, wigs and such, and enjoy dressing up or being feminized,
If a Master, or Dom couple ,that has other slaves and so desired it,I can be a switch temporarily to assume the TEMPORARY role of Dom or Fem Dom with others if that is what my Master wants or demands.
That of course would be for the MASTER to decide. Or if he wants me to serve as his other Slaves bitch slave, I am more than willing to do that.
But with a Dominant MAN I simply need or prefer to assume the role of submissive Sissy bitch slave or puppy.
Ideally living as a Sissy Maid serving my Owners pleasures sexually and domestically maintaining my Owners home is my dream.
Master would need to be made aware that while this slave does partially do so by choice, that much of the time even when not absolutely needed 24 hours a day, that due to the medication I take for my diabetes causing partial incontinence, that I do NEED to wear diapers at least a part time basis for medical reasons especially at night when I go to sleep..
And finally while I know it is a turn off to some Dominant Masters....when in the role of submissive I crave a Master that will use my face or open mouth and body to piss on like a personal urinal,and I know that it sounds gross, but fantasize of being shit on too.
I dont know if I could willingly consume large quantities of it but once was taken to a private camp site where several Masters and their slaves took turns pissing and shitting on my face (with a Dental spreader holding my mouth open) and on my body for two days and felt like I was in heaven.
I cant help it I just happen to luv being made to lay under, or kneel in front of a dominant Master to be pissed on and shit on as one way of receiving wonderful humiliation .
I was recently asked if I was a whore slut that would make extra money for a Master by selling my body for sexual services.
The only way I could answer that was to say that I am a slut so If my Owner(s) knew of friends or anyone that would enjoy my services and pay him for my services, it would be my honor to earn extra money for my Owners to keep, but I wouldnt make a good prostitute to just send out to find customers to pay me, because I am lousy at negotiation, and because I wouldnt know who would pay or how to find customers and would probably get busted propositioning a cop by accident and get arrested.
So I think my best answer is yes I am a slut, but doubt I would make a good whore prostitute.
On the other hand if an Owner chooses to keep me all to Himself just for His own personal sexual pleasure I can and will be perfectly content to serve Him and only him for his personal sexual gratification
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