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I am currently owned by my Master/Daddy, Lord Guardian Angel.
I am a 33 year old submissive/slave. I was introduced to this lifestyle when I was going through a bad time in my life. I always thought that I was crazy, and that I didn't belong anywhere. That is until my Daddy helped me understand why I felt the way I did. He has helped me to grow and embrace what I truly am.
I am hoping I will be in his arms very soon. He has stuck with me for the past 7 years. And it is about time that we make it official. So hopefully by the end of the year I can move down and be with him permanently.
Until then I am looking for other Submissives/Babygirls to talk with I am NOT looking for a Dominant/Master or anything like that So please don't waste my time by trying to pm me with that angle.You will be blocked without warning. I give what I receive, you respect me, I respect you
And for those of you that are asking me why I am on here if I have a Dominant/Master/Daddy, its because I want to meet other people like me. I want to build friend ships a long the way. If you have a problem with this then just keep scrolling on by and stop private messaging me to ask such a silly question.
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So my Daddy just released me. It hurt! Like really hurts. I have been sitting here all night crying my eyes out. I can't imagine my life without him. He has helped get me through some of the toughest times in my life. I can't go on without him. This is already a tough month for me, and now I gotta deal with losing my Daddy. |
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I want to finally be free. I want to be able to have the courage to tell the vanilla partner tat its over. I want to be able to stick by it, and actually have the courage to get out. Out from a relationship that is abusive. He is an alcoholic, and likes to verbally abuse me. No matter how many times I have told him to stop the drinking . Everyone likes to think that I am strong, but when it comes right down to it I am weak. I don't have it in my gut to be mean. And that right there is causing trouble between Daddy and I. I so wanna be with daddy, but feel like I am obligated to stay with the vanilla dude, because I knew about his alcoholism when we got together, so I should be able to put up with it. I'm just tired of the abuse. So tired. So exhausted. of pretending to be someone that I am not. But tomorrow I will wear that same mask, pretending to be ok.. When in actual reality I am dying inside. |
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So for those that don't know me, I am in a predicament of sorts. I am currently in a 'vanilla' relationship that I am not happy with. I also have a Master/Daddy that I have, but we can only talk when 'vanilla' dude is not around. I even went as far as talking to 'vanilla' dude and trying to tell him that I am not happy. However he thinks if I go to be with my Master/Daddy that I am being abused and mind controlled. So everytime I try to make a move he plays that card, and it guilt's me into staying with him. Then there was the phase of 'let me be your Master' where he tried to give me what I craved. But I just didn't feel it with him. I didn't get into the relationship with him as my Master. So it felt very uncomfortable.but to try to explain that to him he just thinks I am making an excuse to leave the relationship. He calls me a whore, and a slut, and really attacks me, because he doesn't understand the BDSM lifestyle. He believes that it is only about the sex, and about the man beating women. I have even tried to explain it to him, and he just does not want to see it that way.
Tonite I am missing my Daddy right now real bad. I wish I could be in his arms, and not have to face the next month alone without someone holding me. Unfortunately though until some other matters get fixed I cannot be with my Daddy. I have to rely on him over the phone, and via chat. And right now that sucks. REALLY bad. I just wish I could see some light at the end of the tunnel.
~a very sad and lonely Babygirl
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| Age: 20 |
| London,
United Kingdom |
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